I have changed so much in six years.
It amazes me that people from my past still recognize who I am.
But its clear that people only see the person I have shaped into.
I use to be quite shy, reserved, Â pretty much distant from people. No friends. You know, that one girl.
You will be surprised how far makeup, hair extensions and becoming anorexic can do for someone.
It changes people.
And its awful to say but it sometimes changes for the better.
Because now I am seen as “beautiful”.
If only they knew the frustration I went through to be this terrible conceded girl.
Its still painful.
Because you never can accept yourself. You continue to be your own enemy.