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Mid Teens

Just waiting to die.

by noreasontolive69 4/25/2013

written by noreasontolive69

I can’t find pleasure in anything anymore. I was
born a fuck up, and by my mid teens I was in lots of trouble. I tried so hard to piece my life together, and managed to become moderately successful. Now, 26, employed and financially stable, I don’t know why I’ve kept going this long.

I don’t want medication. Sex made me happy for awhile, I’ve done things with women that excited me. That’s about the only thing that I can even get minimally happy for, but I lose interest in my partners, who I generally enjoy submissive.

Every night I go out to my cottage, play the […]

4/25/2013 2 comments

Just very sad..

by Loiro 8/17/2012

written by Loiro

Just want to get this of my chest, i am suicidal, have been for about 6 months now. Feels like im grasping at straws here.

This is the story. I grew up in a home with alot of conflict and negative energy, but also with alot of love and care. There where specially one very grave voilent episode when i was a child, and also other incidentes, but not of so grave character. Dispait of this me and my siblings grew up and did very good in school and sports, but i donÂ´t think any of us was and still are (naturally) unaffected by the nature […]

8/17/2012 2 comments

Working Title

by TehNao 2/19/2012

written by TehNao

No idea what to put as the title, so oh well.

I’m not 100% sure why I’m posting stuff up here, but sometimes, when you know you can’t go into it with anyone else, it just becomes a “What the heck, why not?” moment.

Now, just for a summary of things, I’m 23. I’m not prone to depression as a relative mental issue, nor am I prone to actual suicidal considerations or tendencies. The last time I even had a properly suicidal thought was in my mid teens, during a period in my life when everything was going completely in the dumper, after a half decade of […]

2/19/2012 3 comments

every story has an ending

by LivingDeadMan 3/22/2009

written by LivingDeadMan

I am as empty as I am alone.15 years of fighting my impulses and depression has left me little more than a shell.I’ve been waiting for life to show me that it’s worth living,but I think I’ve lost the point somewhere along the way.I feel like I’m drowning.I don’t talk to anyone about the way I feel,and noone seems to care.I’ve done and been through so much,but it’s never the good stuff that stays with me.It’s the pain and heartbreak that haunts me.My pain has far outweighed my ability to cope and it seems like things get worse every year.I destroy everything I touch and […]

3/22/2009 3 comments