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by Donaldwasagreatman
written by Donaldwasagreatman

Today I’m going to kill myself.  I’m going to finish my day at work and when I’m done, I’m going to kill myself.  I’m going to take the bottle of muscle relaxers and drink the bottle of wine and die in the spot that the homeless man sleeps when he’s drunk.  When they take my body, they will have to clean the area and that will be good for him.

Alex will be so sad but she will write great songs about her feelings and go on to enjoy lots more success.  She will meet someone new that will love her better than me.  Her life […]

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Abandoned.

by Just another sad, sad girl.
written by Just another sad, sad girl.

No one has noticed.
No one has noticed I spend all my time and money now getting drunk these days.
That’s all I want to do.
I just want everything to go away, And to be able to enjoy things and have fun and laugh.
Alcohol helps. But at the end of the day I still end up in my bedroom, Taking pills or drinking or just curled up in bed crying and listening to Radiohead and REM.
I’m such a waste of life.
Seriously, I am actually not good for anything.
I’v abandoned myself really. I just can’t do anything alone or without some […]

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Just another bad day

by c0029
written by c0029

So, I get annoyed when people complain about how much their life sucks, but hey this what this website is for right?
Okay so i’ve been struggling with depression for a long time , around 5 years or so. I’m 19 now but even when I was 13 and 15 i would get in these slumps, especially when I was 15 since my entire school hated me and I just kept fucking up with my family and things.
I always felt like i was missing something.. Me and my family didn’t always get along but we do now. No one I know has ever known […]

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An Alien in Their Human World

by U.N. Owen
written by U.N. Owen

Born missing something in your brain.  That piece that makes many crave attention and affection.  When these things are offered you cringe in confusion.  Knowing that others readily accept them but they seem rather uncomfortable.  And you force yourself to act like you enjoy them because it makes others smile.  One thing does touch you.  The ones who are outsiders-ostracized-cast out-victims-pariahs.  Their plight awakens an inner affinity.

Then there is the violation.  Inall your collected data this only happens between adults.  Between husband and wife.  Between girlfriend and boyfriend.  Not between adult and child.  Not between two males.  Deep down you know that this is monumentally worse […]

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How Do You Live?

by NotReallyHereAtAll
written by NotReallyHereAtAll

I want to live, I really, truly do. It’s just that right now, I feel like I’m surviving and life is simply passing me by and I have no idea what to do about it. I mean, I want to die right now because my life means nothing and I’m worried it will forever be like this.

How do you get the confidence to just live? It seems to me that living takes a lot of strength. To me, the difference between living and surviving is simply that feeling of being alive. I don’t feel alive, but I’m surviving anyway. So yeah, I don’t feel alive […]

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too much

by toomuch
written by toomuch

My story starts when I was in high school, I was just an average teenager there never really stood out, however I did get picked on a bit, I was getting good grades in physics chemistry and calculus but I always felt like something was missing. When I was 15 I started experimenting with drugs, extacy and alcohol mostly and I also started boxing. Although boxing was good for me physically I had a lot of built up anger inside me, maybe learning how to hurt people wasn’t the smartest decision for me to make. It made me feel good the the crack on the pads […]

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Hopelessly confused…

by cold_blooded_freak
written by cold_blooded_freak

I’m not sure if I don’t want to kill myself because I finally have a better life, for right now, or if I’m just to numb to feel sorry for myself.

For my art class I had to paint something with emotion… It took me about two days to think of something to paint since I’m almost completely emotionless.

In every painting I have it has a heart somewhere incorporated in it. I’m not sure why but I always paint hearts. I guess it’s because I’m always looking for love. I don’t know, I just always feel empty, like I’m missing something. I’ve never had this feeling before, not […]

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