The driver had taken two candyflips earlier that day (acid and molly tabs) at the show. After the show, we went to an after party at someone’s house. Driver may have drank, I don’t know. But by the time I had to go, it was much after three in the morning…he wasn’t high anymore, just tired from being so high. We left, and he was swerving all over the place. My anxiety with cars has always been pretty bad, so my voice got caught in my throat and I couldn’t tell him to pull over. I closed my eyes on the highway after valley west […]
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My phone number is 4054643502. My name is Kelli. You call me now!Im here for you ..Please don’t do that. Im crying please don’t.
Tomorrow I’m seeing my doctors because they’ve made that decision for me and my grandparents have decided that they will make decisions and support other people’s decisions that have been made for me, even though I haven’t made them. Ok. Do I want to live like this? No. I can’t let some of my family members down. I can’t let myself down especially.. I’m no longer a nice person towards my grandparents. I hate their guts. They’re helpful to me because they have to be. I’m sometimes nice to them because I have to be. My two doctors nearly referred me to the mental staff […]
I try so hard..
But it’s never enough.
Nothing is ever enough. Not for him, not for her, for them, for me..
With each day that passes I feel like I am slipping away more and more. I just want to be happy.
You know it’s funny, I once got a fortune cookie and it told me
“If you want the rainbow, you must tolerate the rain.”
But now I can’t help but wonder. How long will it keep raining, you know?
1.. 2.. 3.. 4.. 5.. 6.. 7 gone.
Suicides, murders, overdose, AIDS.
It’s not fair, why them?
Then dad was never […]
Last post.. hope you all find your way in the world. Life ain’t always beautiful but some things are worth fighting for. I think what most of us need is just someone to listen to us once in awhile. Always remember to return the favor. Molly if you see Amatura, tell her thanks for the laughs. it wasn’t personal. good luck to you all. last one up, turn the lights out and lock the door please. a little song I used to like when I was a kid. Later.
MOLLY WOPPIT; I need to thank you for saying what you sai ” your too young to die stay with us we are listening” Made me feel better. This whole website does. And you gave me a sweet virtual hug soooo(((((((hug)))))))x3 i also want to thank everyone else for commented. All comments let me clear my mind just a little. I truly believe this hole in my heart will dissapear listening to you guys<3 great day so far !