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I’m trapped

by iFree 6/17/2013

written by iFree

I’m not sure if I should post this but here is the list of why I want to kill myself

I wouldn’t think of killing myself if it was a temporaryÂ crisis

I feel so trapped in

1- my country

a woman in saudi arabia has no life at all only if she was lucky enough

in my case i don’t have the luck

women are not allowed to drive I’ve lost a job because I couldn’t find anyone to arrive me to workplace

and now I gave up trying to find a job .. it is like i don’t want to go through this again

anyway my dream is to continue my studying […]

6/17/2013 6 comments

Not Really Sure What I’m Trying To Accomplish Here…

by JadedConfessions 10/11/2012

written by JadedConfessions

I stumbled upon this site on accident, as I’m sure a lot of users have. Â After spending a good hour reading through older posts I decided that maybe it was a good idea to share my own story. Before I do though, I would like to request that I don’t get any of those standard responses that you see on most forums. I really don’t want to hear about how selfish I am, or how things will magically get better one day – no offense, but none of you know me and you can’t rightfully say anything about my lifestyle choices. Isn’t the internet grand?

Anyway, […]

10/11/2012 4 comments

so alone

by newsflash 9/23/2012

written by newsflash

I can never catch a break. My life screwed up long before I was able to walk. When I was 6, 8-9 I was sexually abused. Idk why I’m putting that out there. No one gives a fuck. People say get over it. Trust me, I would if I could. Every moment of my life I experience the whole thing over again. All I really want is some sympathy, someone who could listen and understand me. But even that’s too hard to ask for. Sill I sit here and wish for death to consume me. When will this be over? When will this pain end […]

9/23/2012 31 comments

I TAKE ALL MY WORDS BACK!!

by sowhat 8/11/2012

written by sowhat

I take back all my SPÂ thoughts, Yes, right now my life sucks, but I gotta make it thru. I have friends that love me very much and a family that is part of every single moment of my life, I need to bring the love and the hope back, I want to be with them and I won’t if I don’t fight for my life… So, all the unfairness of this system, all the faceless mofos on the government can go and fck themselves to death! I’m not gonna kill myself … at least not now! (who knows? maybe tomorrow I will fall on despair […]

8/11/2012 10 comments

sleep forever and ever

by cantfindmyplace 5/19/2012

written by cantfindmyplace

hello everyone
itÂ often happens to me,before sleeping, suddently i feel depressed ,sad ,feel like i’m about to cry,
each time , just before sleeping, i pray, i hope, please god make that nothing of this real, just let me sleep for ever. but each morning i wake up.
i feel i don’t fit in this world, i don’t know why do i persist in living this life.
i’m a cower, i’m not able to commit a suicide.
there’s my family , i know that killing my self will be devastating for them,
i want to feel like when i’m sleeping, then i do not […]

5/19/2012 1 comment

My May Miracle

by panic 5/2/2012

written by panic

My friend sent me a text saying that she was sick of life. I fell into instant panic. I talked to her for an hour andÂ somehow managed to get her to put down the knife. This has been the scariest moment of my life. People suck. They forced this girl to contemplate suicide at such a young age. I find it miraculous that she is still here. Please. If you have in the past. Don’t be mean to other people. Don’t harass people. Don’ treat others badly if you wouldn’t treat yourself badly.

5/2/2012 5 comments

life and death

by windbreak 3/8/2012

written by windbreak

“I’ve always wanted to know what I’d see in the last moment of my life. So I mustn’t close my eyes when I die.”

“I used to think there was some kind of bird that flew and flew, never touching down until it died. But that bird never actually flew anywhere, because it was dead from the very beginning.”

3/8/2012 1 comment