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Eleven months

by snader
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Have to get this off my chest.

It’s eleven months ago today. Eleven months since he killed himself, my dear brother.
You know, the longest I ever had to miss him was 10 days. That was when he left for a camp with a youth movement. And I remember missing him so badly, I just couldn’t wait to see him again. I still can’t believe he’s not coming back now, I mean, how can he be gone? How can a life, built up over 16 long years, just disappear in a second?
If a stranger would come in our house, they wouldn’t even know he’s not […]

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I hate my life so much

by NWiegert2013
written by NWiegert2013

Lately it seems like everything is falling apart. I used to be so into church. God was everything to me. I finally got married to the woman of my dreams. I had a crush on her since i was just a boy. Everything seemed to be going great. We were married on July 28th 2012. Almost a year now. I had a great job, was a member of a wonderful church, and things seemed like they couldn’t get any better. Then i lost my job last December just before Christmas! Everything started to go down hill from there. Things seemed like they were going to […]

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Fuck Man.

by Deyanight
written by Deyanight

Lately I’ve been feeling really sad. I cut myself yesterday and regret it :c idkkkk man.

I feel so alone, and my moms been bringing me down again. She calls me low life and lazy, and asks me when I’m gonna get a job, and what am I gonna study and all this shit. I’m 17 years old, and still young, fuck idk what I want to do or be yet, it’s going to take a long time for me to figure it out. I want to travel and meet people and see things form different perspectives. Why does life have to be so fucking rushed. […]

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You told me you’d do it with me.

by MadisonCsondor
written by MadisonCsondor

If you have read my first post you will understand that my life is honestly shit. If you didn’t to sum it up. My dad beat me my whole life, I told him I wanted to kill myself and he told me to do it. He took me to the hospital when I over dosed but dropped me off left, and told me I deserved it. A bunch of stuff has happened since. I have been in 3 mental hospital for attempted suicide. At one point I wasn’t eating or doing much of anything at all. I would go to school come home, and sleep […]

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Finally made a decision

by dancer
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I have been lurking on this sight for a while. I thought I would post my story. Until about 15 years ago, I had a good life. I had friends, normal ups and downs. I was able to cope with what life handed to me.  I got married and had a very difficult time having a child. It worked out in the end, but husband was abusive, etc. I was lonely. I tried to connect wi other Moms. ±Gradually over time, I ended up with just aquantences  or “group” friends (people invite me to events and parties, but not one on one. It was very […]

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I’m a newbie to the site… but not in the suicide circle.

by Please kill me...
written by Please kill me...

Hi everyone.

My name is Teresa, and I am a Depressed teen….

Oh GAWD.. did i really just say that. . . . ok let me start over… let me be real with you guys… and girls.

….

Hi, I’m Teresa. I am 17 years old. My birthday is April 4th. And I can promise you i won’t live past the age of 18.

I bet you all are curious why. I bet you all already know the reason. so does it really have to be said out loud? I think not.

lets continue.

 

My life sucks. I hate starting out so cliche. but this is one way to start that you […]

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Once again I end up on the floor crying …just like everyday

by Rebecca155
written by Rebecca155

I got back my results today …almost cried in class because I knew they would kill me …go home my dad just keeps screaming at my ….your a fucking idiot you will never amount to anything …..your  disgrace, all i say is hes right because he is .Go to school crying … so no one talks to me all day..Go home this time my moms saying i am  selfish ugly ***** for causing all this trouble ….im just too exhusted with the fighting to fight back .. im just done with everything .I use to not understnd why they hted me .. but i do […]

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Broken,’

by LostandAloneGirl
written by LostandAloneGirl

I am mute, i just cut, and i feel like dyeing, why? Because my mom finally broke me. All i have ever wanted is for my mother to love me and care like other moms do, but i never get her love, when she was down and sad wjo helped her? ME WHEN I WAS ONLY 5, I DIDNT EVEN KNOW WHY SHE WAS CRYING AT THAT AGE BUT I WAS THE ONE WHO HELD HER TILL SHE FELL ASLEEP, ME! I WAS THE ONE WHO CARED WHEN MY DAD WENT! AND KMOW SHE TREATS ME LIKE IM TRASH!!! WHAT DID I DO!!! IM ONLY […]

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Reason for staying.. My Mother..

by Abselom
written by Abselom

Where do i start? My mom is my everything. we are exactly alike, well i guess im exactly like her! But she tells me all the time, that im just like her, only more open about it, and at a younger age. its hard to explain. people that know my mom and i understand, they can just tell how we are together. Example? I had an issue with my Chemistry teacher last year, and my mom called him. He said at the end of the call “I can tell youre her mom, you two have the exact same inflections”  This man was on the phone […]

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my familys current behavior

by fakingit
written by fakingit

Dad: well outa anger he once hit me cuz apparently my voice when i sing is shitty?? but he keeps my sister away from me and he trusts me so im allowed to a lot more compared to being with my mom
Mom: works/goes clubbing/or goes outa the house
Sister: beats me/ does no chores/ hangs with her friends/ bitches and complains cuz no one will do her stuff for her
me: at my moms i do house work/ protect my sister/ cook/ do homework/ help my sister do her homework/ play with my sister/ and then go to sleep when she figures out how […]

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R.I.P Amanda Todd

by Silent-screams
written by Silent-screams

R.I.P
I feel so sorry for her.She made ONE mistake that ruined her life.
She was on webcam to new people to make more friends and to chat.And a group called her stunning pretty ect.Then asked her to flash she thought nothing of it and did it.The into the christmas break she got a msg saying “show me or i send your boobs” she ingored it then at 4am the police knocked on the door because that man sent the picture to everyone.She was hated so bad she had to move school.And again in one school she thought a boy liked her and they […]

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only so much…

by haley_14633
written by haley_14633

Only so much I can take… I thought I was getting better but my sister had a blow up the other day… She told me I’ll regret it when she kills herself. She’s 12. I dont even know how the argument started… all I knew was I heard she was walking away in the woods so I ran out the door to get her… Now my moms worried about her. If she found out I think those things to? Im so tired… I keep wanting to hurt myself but idk how to get away with it….im so messed up.

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idk

by idunno
written by idunno

I love the days where im home alone so i can drink which helps me cope with my unqiue situation, (read my past posts). Ihave unique problems. Social awkardness to say the least. Im scaredto find out my online schooling mark, im sure i failed one class and my moms gunna flip probably. Im actually going to bc this summer to visit a friend i havent seen in a long time and i honestly dont want to . i WANT OUT

 

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i dont no how this works..

by alexis_leigh2495
written by alexis_leigh2495

im 17.. i feel like such a little kid around every one.. they all treat me that way.. little things mess with me really bad. i have borderline personality disorder.. i haven’t had a very good life and i understand that.. i understand that there are people out there who have had it worse than me.. i just don’t no why all this has happened too me. if there really is a god out there then why are all of these good people having bad things happen to them..i was raped by my brother and my little sisters brother from the time i was 5 […]

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how can i make it .

by candiceinlove
written by candiceinlove

one guy, me, and love. the battle in life, love controls us. i never wanted to disaprear so badly until he came along… i love him. i want him but i cant have him, maybe thats why its all gone down hill.. i slit.. i cry.. everynight.. i never thought that growing up and falling inlove was so hard.. i was inlove before and told myself not to fall ever again… but then it happend, he made me feel like i could, like he would catch me.. we broke up because i was upset.. i got kicked out of my moms and house and […]

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i dont get it,

by noexception
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,i only give people what they ask for,,but then you see these cold ass bitches roming this planet that are rude and mean toeveryone. people they never saw before, mean nomatter what,, they just walk past a random person and have to say the meanest shit possible,why?what is the point of being a ***** all the time? every second of every day??and some people iv met,i dont know what could make them such a mean cruel *****,iv been through pure hell,and atleast i dont try to ruine a random strangers day,, society is fucked up, and how are you sapost to think or look at […]

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i ruined everyones lives

by forever_lost
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kso lately i feel like i ruined everyones lives.

i ruined my moms life because she had to have me when she was 16 and drop out of school and couldnt become a nurse like she wanted. but she did go back and finish high school. 10 yrs later.

i ruined my dads because, well he had to have me also at a young age. but he walked out on my mom when she was pregnant with me.

i ruined my families life because i just did. they always tell me they would be better off with out me. (well my sisters always say that)

maybe they will be better off […]

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Who knew I could get so worked up over something so small?

by rainbowsh3rb3rt
written by rainbowsh3rb3rt

I’m crazy, I must be crazy. Out of the blue I took a pen and sticky note and wrote “Hey, I like you. and this is crazy, but here’s my love note, so prom….maybe?” on it, then stuck it to the locker of the girl I want to ask out to prom. WHY DID I DO THAT?

 

I don’t know what to think, but I did it, it’s done, and nobody can erase it now…unless I somehow get to her locker before she does, open it up, take it off, and hide it before anyone can see? But that won’t work. No. I have to get […]

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down hill from here :/

by forever_lost
written by forever_lost

I stop cutting awhile ago, but now i have been having problems again, and i started cutting again. Every once in awhile I get a feeling like if i aint here(earth) everyone will be happy. I feel like i ruin everyones lives. I ruined my moms, my dads, my WHOLE FAMILIES lives. I want to be and i want them to be happy. The only way that will happen is if i am gone forever. I just want to be happy. I have been suffering from depression since i was 8 and now i am 16. I want to end this now. So maybe this is a goodbye forever.

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Dear mom

by drowningagain
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Dear mom

How can you be surprised? After everything that’s happened over the last few years how can you be even be shocked that I’m angry with you? After everything I’ve gone through and all you could think of you! I neededmy mom and my dad to support me and you could only see yourself. I needed someone to hug me and tell me it was going to get better that this was a rough patch. You couldn’t be there for me and help me through my two weeks of hospitalization after trying to kill myself because how dare I try […]

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