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Mother And Sister

Whats the point?

by abrokensoul 5/31/2013

written by abrokensoul

I dont even know why Im writing this. Im pretty sure it wont help but I have to try something… I am suicidal but you know the worst part.. I dont even have the balls to commit suicide.. I guess I should explain myself but i really dont know how to structure this.. So im just going to ramble.

I’m 23 years old and I’m from India. Right from my childhood I’ve had a sense of fear in me that never leaves me. Guess its all cause of my father. He used to beat my mother and sister and I used to cower in fear, just […]

5/31/2013 9 comments

My purpose

by mikeval464 2/2/2013

written by mikeval464

Im approaching fifty, will be next year. Im a straight male, never married and no kids. I always wanted to be, and always thought i would be a great dad. I spent five years in the US Air Force and sadly got out. To this day, im regretful, it was my purpose in life to retire as a military man but i didnt, i live with this everyday of my life. As well as the fact never marrying or having kids, knowing that i will die and not leave my mark in this world. I have no friends, and havent had a girlfriend in a […]

2/2/2013 1 comment

Just so you know..

by _egypt_ 10/11/2012

written by _egypt_

I came across this website randomly browsing the internet. I couldn’t help but get caught up reading some of these stories. I couldn’t help but feel the need to share mine. I can relate to a lot of your stories. The family problems, being made fun of, not wanting to live, etc. I grew up in an abusive home. My father used to beat me up everyday. Up until the day he walked out when I was fourteen. Not only did he beat me up, he beat my mother up in front of me, he beat my sister up..until the day when he became sexually […]

10/11/2012 6 comments

Note

by kcmm 3/10/2012

written by kcmm

Note

Tonight, I am going to end my life. What follows is the only memorandum I will leave in my absence. Forgive me for the lengthiness of this â€˜noteâ€™, but just in case there are those who are left confused or puzzled by the decision have I have taken, this writing should clarify the choice I have made.

For the best part of 20 years I have been physically and mentally abused by my family, namely my mother and sister. For the past two or so years, I have been living alone (but not independently), and for the past year I have been, health-wise, in a state […]

3/10/2012 9 comments

Pound, Pound, Pound…The Drum

by BlueNephilim 1/15/2012

written by BlueNephilim

I feel the darkness closing in…but I
like it! I find comfort in things others
fear. Have I only now realized I’m the
square peg trying to fit into that
round hole? I’ve participated in
“normal life”, but I always feel
out of place. This is something that
has been with me since I can
remember (I’ll be 31 on wed.) Always
nipping at my heals, but not taking a
full bite…until recently. I see a dark
room, lit only with the pale light of the
TV. Me laying on the couch in cold
silence. No one around…just me with
my ever racing thoughts…blood,
flesh […]

1/15/2012 0 comment