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Motorcycle

how can I get out from between Life k death?

by Lon3-Spartan 8/24/2013

written by Lon3-Spartan

I made another mistake. Again another mistake. All the stress, disappointment, failure, wasted finances I dont have, problems at work, added to my already deterioratking career, empty Â savings account, disappointed family and friends, car and motorcycle thay need to be rebuilt, jeez the list goes on. Just when you thought it was piled high or you feel youc’re making baby steps toward improvement THEN you get kicked all the way back into a crawl.

I dont get itk? All these other people are so successful, almost with out even trying. While I try my ass off s succeed Â then FALL! I fall twice as far as […]

8/24/2013 5 comments

the list

by ahannah123 8/6/2013

written by ahannah123

For the last 6 months I’ve been suicidalâ€¦

If I ever commit suicide there are a couple of things I want to accomplish firstâ€¦

1 become a professional artist (right now I draw in an anime/manga style really good

2 fall in love (once) maybe twice if Iâ€™m luckyâ€¦

3 go to Japan (maybe Tokyo or Kyoto, or Osaka or HokkaidÅ)

4 Become Atheist or Christian (currently Iâ€™m an agnostic theist and kind of Buddhist)

5 earn some money

6 buy a motorcycle or a nice car

8 maybe rent an apartment (a really nice one)

9 become healthy (have a healthy heart, have a healthy mind)

10 â€˜attemptâ€™ to kill myself first and see […]

8/6/2013 4 comments

Was it a Sign

by Function41 6/9/2013

written by Function41

I am in the military and my wife has been telling me for years “Ever since that last deployment, you just haven’t been the same”. Can’t say I was blown up by an IED or anything of that nature, but the experience was bad enough that the the thought of going back out gave me enough anxiety to want to rip out my chest. I should have gotten help when I got back. It took 3 years but it won. I broke.

On January 24th 2013. I tried to commit suicide. I tied an electrical cord around a joist in my basement. Then I tied it […]

6/9/2013 3 comments

why should i continue to wait

by onthewayout 5/9/2013

written by onthewayout

ive wanted to die for many years, but now that im coming towards my demise I cant help wonder why I keep procrastinating the inevitable. I have court on the 16th for a DUI which has already turned my unlivable life into a complete hell. It started by losing my brother to suicide 4 years ago (I was suicidal way before that, about 12 year). then IÂ managed to move on and live a somewhat decent life until I met “her”. the love of my life that I am still in love with 6 months after we split and she moved away. I never wanted kids […]

5/9/2013 1 comment

Serotonin for the misfits

by Serotonin for the Misfits 3/14/2013

written by Serotonin for the Misfits

Hello, I’ve been lurking around this site for quite awhile now. Obsessively reading every post. I know I spelled serotonin in my username wrong, unfortunate really. Anyways, it’s 4:43 am where I live and I can’t sleep so I decided to post my experience with suicide attempts. I am not good with dates so it will be a unspecific measurement like a year ago or in January. I will be going into specific suicide techniques so…spoiler alert.

When I was young everything was easy for me. Sports, I was a natural, school was easy never had […]

3/14/2013 1 comment

i think i am crazy…

by alim sacred 6/23/2009

written by alim sacred

i think my body is telling me to die. when i am riding my motorcycle, i tend to lose myself in imagining that i crash at the road, lifeless body, or hit a trunk of a tree with a branch piercing my heart. when i in a trance like that, my body tends to press the oil even harder, making more speed. i smiled everytime i skidded a little on the road.

i have a couple of friends that i always hang out with in order to release pent up stress but now i felt that my mind is going crazier by the minute. when my […]

6/23/2009 3 comments