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Murderer

Understanding Criminals

by WanderingDreamer91 8/3/2018

written by WanderingDreamer91

Intro

I’ve been waiting to put this up for a long time, but wasn’t sure when I should…

Um… I might ramble a bit here, but please bear with me. ^^;

Um, a quick thing about my family, from some earlier posts…

I don’t know how frequent or severe incidents in my family are, especially compared to other people, but my family would definitely be considered one of those dysfunctional ones at times, and when things go wrong, it can get pretty ugly. I’m not sure if I can think of a specific example, but pretty much everyone has issues with anger, and a lot of yelling and sometimes […]

8/3/2018 30 comments

Question?

by Luci 2/15/2016

written by Luci

I don’t understand how someone with so much love in their heart can kill someone so young. I don’t get it.

But I have a question for all of you:

If you have had a family member or a friend or lover that was a murderer, do you still love them, or hate them for the crime they have committed? Or do you hate the crime they committed and still love them? I would like to know. I know it is personal, but I am at a loss for words at what has happened and need to know I am not […]

2/15/2016 11 comments

The Harms of Suicide

by PainNlife 8/10/2013

written by PainNlife

*These are not my words they are from a blog I read online. They provide an interesting point of view and should be read and thought about.

Citizens considering the issue of suicide generally fall into one of two camps: those who condemn suicide (and people who commit it) on moral grounds, and those who, while acknowledging suicide’s awfulness, excuse those who commit suicide on grounds of mental illness. Along with Thomas Szasz, I fall outside either camp: suicide is a choice for which the actor is responsible – he is not automatically mentally ill for having chosen suicide – but I doubt whether […]

8/10/2013 1 comment

IT’S LONG BUT I’M ITCHING TO SAY IT

by 179397 7/9/2013

written by 179397

I woke up feeling heavy today. I straighten up and I knew why. The hurt and pain and disappointments, discouragement, hatred and sins were all piled up in this sack of mine called pride that it became so heavy I woke up because I knew itâ€™s getting hard to breathe. If I were boiling, I knew it would gonna throw the lid up the kettle and burst any moment. And I heard something within me that says, â€˜listen to what Max Lucado says to you todayâ€™ and I immediately get it. Itâ€™s a minute MP3 kind of like a voice recorded by an author and […]

7/9/2013 0 comment

Murder.

by I.cant.breathe! 2/1/2013

written by I.cant.breathe!

murder.
you killed me.
murder.
bleed, bleed.
murder.
Is it funny now.
murder.
knock me to the ground.
murder.
am I still a slut.
murder.
80 lbs. is fat now.
murder.
am I still a ****?
murder.
Missing her makes me a ****** now?
murder.
yes I know i’m crazy. I’ve heard it before.
murder.
Yes I know I should die. you’ve said it before.
murder.
I don’t know why I’m still here.
murder.
Give me a gun and I’ll dissapear.
murder.
is it funny now?
murder.
seeing me life drained on the ground.
murder.
Did it satisfy.
looking at my cuts, watching me cry.

2/1/2013 1 comment

by radiokills 11/24/2012

written by radiokills

I am in a limbo of life and death. I can take the day one step at a time and find joy in things around me, but I am not living. I sometimes get dizzy because I can imagine the world around me, living on as if I never occurred, and I try to take in as much as possible, knowing I won’t last much longer. In august I had an abortion, and the healing process has been very, very slow and full of challenges. I have only told three people, one of them who doesn’t talk to me anymore, one who won’t talk to […]

11/24/2012 4 comments

Quick rant and weird dream.

by RogueShadow1281 7/24/2012

written by RogueShadow1281

1:30 A.M.

Ghosts of my dreams of voices hit me randomly. I can’t explain what I hear, but it sounds like a voice, but like a broken record player rapidly replays what it said, anxiety fills me and then the continuous ringing fills my ears again.

I wonder when I’ll dream of it again.Â

7:10A.M.

Dreamt i was part of a program to test things for money. We started out on a metal bed where I laid down and it began descending. Quicker and quicker until I was free failing. While there i was freaking out until i realized it would lead to my death so […]

7/24/2012 3 comments

Hatred and numbness

by Jay3312 5/23/2012

written by Jay3312

Hahaha nothing really matters anymore and no one acts like they care so why should I. My hatred for everyone who talks/looks at me continues to grow. I care for almost no one and like i said they don’t seem to care about me. I wake up feeling numb and emotionless my nightmares wake me up in the night giving me the onlyÂ senseÂ of emotion I have. Â I hate life tonight i think i am going to try suicide for the 4th time and it most likely won’t work ( let’s just say I would make a really sucky murderer) and when it doesn’t work it […]

5/23/2012 0 comment

Suicide & Heaven?

by Help89 5/14/2012

written by Help89

My friends often try to tell me not to kill myself because I won’t go to heaven. I ask them where is the proof? They either say “you shall not murder” or they say you can’t repent after you kill yourself. I say there are tons of people who die with sins, known and unknown, that they did not get to repent for when they died (ie drunk driving crashes, being murdered, dying in sleep, etc), so do they automatically go to hell too? No answer. There are several people who committed suicide in the Bible.

Saul’s Armbearer (1 Samuel 31:5)
Ahithophel (2 Samuel 17:23)
Zimri […]

5/14/2012 6 comments

And in a little while…

by Lafe 3/28/2012

written by Lafe

This is not meant as a dramatic post.Â I just needed to talk to people who understood the kind of pain and depression that can lead to ending one’s own life.Â For those of you who aren’t sure, take a look deep inside of yourself as well as around you.Â Suicide is, of course, murder – but it is a strange kind of murder in which the murderer punishes himself/herself simultaneous with committing the crime.Â The two most important things to ask yourself are: (1) is there another answer? and (2) how many will I hurt by doing this?

I am NOT advocating against suicide – […]

3/28/2012 13 comments

by Itried 1/2/2012

written by Itried

Hello, I am 15 years old and I have tried to kill myself 17 times already.

My Dads a murderer, I don’t get my mum anymore, I’m scared, she’s so empty, so angry. You see my mum suffers fromÂ borderlineÂ personality disorder, I’ve been brought up around so I should be use to it by now surely? But I’m not, I’m petrified, my Mums also physically ill however won’t go to the doctors. I’m afraid she might have cancer. Â It’s like she’s in denial, like she refuses toÂ acknowledge her ill health. It’s hard, I’m lonely, I have my friends, but thats not my mum. Its always been me […]

1/2/2012 3 comments

Goodbye Cruel World

by Eddie1331 5/13/2009

written by Eddie1331

So is it so bad to be a gay male.. Yes it is, from how I’m treated.Â You’d think I was a fucking childmolesting murderer for how the people at school treat me.Â But no, just gay.Â It’s my senior year of high school tooÂ and you think it’d be the best but itÂ has undeniably beenÂ the worst.Â I never knew that coming out would have such negative consequences. WTF wasÂ I thinking!Â I liveÂ in Montana in a small town FULL of homophobes.Â Â And everyone knows that I am gayÂ so that past five months since I did come out have been hell. Everyday I go through the same ritual […]

5/13/2009 16 comments