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Narcotics

I SURVIVED, YOU MAY END UP WORSE THAN HOW YOU FEEL NOW.

by CameBack 10/31/2012

written by CameBack

I wrote this in response to someone who just posted, and thought I’d share it with whoever needs to see it right now.

I have lived with Chronic illness and Pain for most of my life. I’ve been suicidal many times, have attemped many times, and am today…choosing to live for today. That’s all I can do.

If you’re thinking you can kill yourself, please read this first.

I lived through taking enough narcotics (over 100) and alcohol. I woke up in a psych hospital a week later. Apparently I was found too late to do anything for me other than see if I woke up. I donâ€™t […]

10/31/2012 2 comments

I just dont know anymore

by rayderrick 10/12/2012

written by rayderrick

Well I dont know if ive had the roughest life matter of fact I havent, but Ive been through the prison system 3 times and have been homeless on the street for what seemed like forever before I got my family back and got off of drugs. I thought that my life would get better I even felt like I found god, but now Im always questioning myself about different thins like I got a girlfriend and she is awesome and I thought I would feel better about that but I dont. I have crazy thoughts and I dont let anyone know because I dont […]

10/12/2012 2 comments

Sex, Drugs and Rock and Roll

by Nolentwohundred 9/29/2012

written by Nolentwohundred

Sex: No matter what trends come and go, no matter what the politicians, priests and parents tell you, sex will always be a priority.Â Scientists rank it as #2, just behind self preservation.Â Religions can tell you it’s good or bad, government can control it or liberate it, parents can condone it or forbid it…all in all, you’re still going to have sex.Â It is the primal urge that supersedes anything that anyone could ever teach you.Â It is the “animal” in us that refuses to die.

Drugs: The drugs referred to in the phrase “sex, drugs and rock and roll are considered “recreational drugs”.Â Most […]

9/29/2012 10 comments

We all know how this story is going to end. Always have.

by enjoytheraven 5/24/2012

written by enjoytheraven

I have major depressive disorder and social anxiety/borderline avoidant personality disorder.

I was going to go to group therapy. I never did.

I was seeing a counselor. I stopped going.

I take an anti-depressant. It helps a lot but not enough I guess. Less anxiety and less pain but that isnt enough.

I live a solitary life. I am like a hermit. I barely speak to people. I avoid women. Don’t make eye contact, speak as little as possible. If they seem to like me, become vaguely hostile…put up those old barriers. Whatever it takes. Because it hurts and they can hurt me more. But all I really want […]

5/24/2012 15 comments

Never good enough!

by CSIfan 2/16/2012

written by CSIfan

Im 22 and have had so many issues over the last 10yrs, Anorexia, Bulimia, Clinical depression, bi-polar you name it. I’ve been in 7 different hospitals and am finally home after a 4yr stay. It seems even though i am home im still petrified of a normal life everything terrifies me. I finding it hard to get a job as employers ask for a criminal records check and mine will show cautions for criminal damage and narcotics possesion (Im not proud of that), even going into town on my own or taking the bus is so god damn scary. The idea of sociaising is so […]

2/16/2012 0 comment