Well today is my birthday. The only reason im putting it out there is that I really didnt think I would make it to 40. Now im here im happy about it. Im proud of myself for not giving in to the destruction of addiction and keeping on trying to stop using no matter how many relapses I have. Im glad that I haven’t comitted suicide. The thoughts of ending have abated and I have found some things to live for. Im glad for new people in my life, no matter where they are. (Oops I think im writing a gratitude list). Thank u to anyone I have chatted to or if u have commented on my posts. Thank u for been there when I have needed it. You all rock my world.
Anyway, if ur young and thinking how can I go on?? Well if I can, then u can.
Hang in there mofos. We got each other.