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My final words

by ForeverLonely 6/6/2013

written by ForeverLonely

I’ve had this saved for some time now. Realised from the moment I thought it that one day I would use it. My family, especially my parents, have the right to know why I decided to do the unthinkable. They have no idea I’ve been researching it for months. Devious really. This is a material world and I want out.

To My dear loving family

Forgive him all for what heâ€™s done

A departed soul he has become

His pain and sufferingÂ so much so

He had no choice but to go

Young, loving and so very proud

But in the end was beaten by deaths dark […]

6/6/2013 2 comments

Rise From the Ashes

by TheLostandAlone 3/18/2013

written by TheLostandAlone

It wasn’t violent, the attempted rape. It was mostly tearful, with me pleading for the man to stop. And sick and disgusting. It smelled gross and dirty. I could smell his sweat, I can still smell his sweat. I will never forget it. I will still remember the scent after he got done, after he realised I want going to let him. I fought in my drunkenness.
He had told me that he wanted to talk to me.
William Triplett was his name. He was an ex of mine, and I had just turned 16, and he was 25. I was desperate to find someone […]

3/18/2013 4 comments

Leaving behind the best

by 920E30 3/5/2013

written by 920E30

My greatest fear when thinking about taking my own life is the family I have with me and that care for me. I’m so lucky to have both my parents together still, and that would do anything for me. I also have a sister, brother in law, and two nieces whom all of I adore. I’m 24 years old and I feel like I’ve never experienced a normal life. I’m gay,and I also have other problems that make me self conscious of my appearance so I hate being in public or any places with many people, so I cant go to gay bars or any […]

3/5/2013 1 comment

Struggling

by TheUglyOne 6/8/2012

written by TheUglyOne

All my life no one has really had high hopes for me. No one has ever motivated me into doing anything. Only my oldest sister has went to college and she still can’t find a job. My mom tells me there is no point in going to college in today’s time. Â Me I don’t care what my future holds. There is no future only a present. I get pissed off when I get treated like shit cause I have worked my ass off in school without ANY motivation to keep me going. I have done it all on my own. I decide always to work […]

6/8/2012 1 comment

Smile

by RunningInTheDark 5/28/2012

written by RunningInTheDark

I wrote this just sitting here, singing with my nieces and thinking of my girlfriend 🙂

When you smile at me

My heart skips a beat

Could this be

I’m actually happy?

Your eyes are a light green

Prettiest eyes I’ve ever seen!

With skin the color of cream

I could mistake you for a queen.

With lips a soft pink

Oh, is that a blush on your cheek?

The days are so meak

Without you here to keep.

But I’ll see you again

Kiss every inch of your cream skin

And lose myself in those eyes of light green.

Signed: RunningInTheDark

Tobias Curry

5/28/2012 0 comment

My Life, I love you.

by sunshinepark 4/30/2012

written by sunshinepark

I guess I should start from the beginning. My name is Sunshine. Well not really, but its an alias. I don’t care if my punctuation is that great either. I have been there. Maybe my life hasn’t been as bad as a lot of people, but I am fighting my own demons. I have always felt like an outsider. I have a list of things wrong with me. I don’t currently take any medication for anything either. I have attempted suicide as well as have cut in the past. I still get very depressed every so often. And I don’t like talking about it because […]

4/30/2012 1 comment

Worthless

by schroeder 2/11/2012

written by schroeder

I have spent the last two weeks in bed. I have no desire to get out of it. I feel like i am dead but still alive. I am worthless and dont deserve anything. I was the last born in a family of five. My parents had me late in life. My brother who was twelve when i was born was murdered. My brother had a friend that was dealing drugs and setting fires. He was going to testify against is fromer friend. His family had my brother killed. He was struck a car late one night and died of massive head and chest. It […]

2/11/2012 25 comments