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No Regrets

so guys, it’s time

by 1298 9/10/2013

written by 1298

have to get some shots tomorrow. they might see some other scars. if they ask i’ll probably cry… if i do, they’ll think something’s wrong. why is it so difficult to have/show any feelings in this world today? um anyway, even if it goes fine, i’m pretty much done. not angry or tired or anything, just feeling inadequate/invisible… and i don’t want to be here/anywhere anymore. how this will end, i don’t know yet, but i know it will end soon.

i will lay my body down

oh somewhere, beneath the sun

flee the safety of the trees

where i’ve taken, i have not brought

i will bathe my chest […]

9/10/2013 4 comments

“Best” Friend

by sleeplessinSTL 2/3/2013

written by sleeplessinSTL

You’re supposed to protect your best friend, right?

Make them feel better.

Help them get through the bad times.

But it can be pretty fucking hard to do sometimes.

At least, that’s whatÂ I tell myself. Im just absolutely ashamed of myself.

My best friend is dead.

I was supposed to protect him. Why couldnt I?!?!

They say God only gives you what he expects you can handle, but how am I supposed to deal with this? One of my best friends has cancer, and the other one is dead! God expects a fucking ton from me.

How could I let this happen? I let my friend slip through my fingers. He’s gone. and […]

2/3/2013 2 comments

Someone please…

by EmoFaby 1/4/2013

written by EmoFaby

I need someone to talk to about everything and not be judge but i can’t talk to my mom because she would get so worried about me and my dad isn’t in there. HeÂ left with my stepmom to England and only visits on my birthday and sends money every month. So he really doesn’t know me that well 🙁 Â I can’t take to my siblings because they would tell mom and then again she would get worried.Â I can’t talk to my friends ‘cus I have no true friends 🙁

So really there is no one for me to talk to and trust them to not make […]

1/4/2013 5 comments

Tired..

by alautox 3/9/2012

written by alautox

I’m sick and tired of putting on an act every day of my worthless life.. to my friends and family I am just a happy 20 year old guy.. inside im fucking dying, i can’t find any good in this world no matter how hard I try and I certainly wouldn’t dare express my opinions of this messed up world to my friends or family, as it would be alien.

Im living a lie and cheat myself time and time again, have fuck all motivation….I feel a hatred that nobody knows I feel… everything and everyone seems to get on my nerves. I want to leave […]

3/9/2012 5 comments

My little miracle..

by Csmilz 12/30/2011

written by Csmilz

I attepted suicide when i had just turned 14 in september… i wrote a song called no regrets and sent it to the one person who has always been there for me. he cried and prayed for me all night.. i was pronounced dead at 3:16 am for a duration of alost 18 minutes, they were able to reviveÂ me. the doctors said it was a miracle i survived… and now everytime i say hey to my one friend he says hey my little miracle <3 sadly i still want to die.. but luckily he’s still there for me!!

12/30/2011 2 comments