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What happened?

by mm9 8/26/2013

written by mm9

To that little girl, smiling from ear to ear, with no worries on her mind and no demons in her head? Where’s the girl whose smile would light up a room, who laughed like there was no tomorrow, who would spend hours jumping in the rain, where’s the girl who enjoyed life?

What happened to me, what’s wrong with me? Now I am waiting to die, every second of every day just waiting. I’ve been waiting for 4 years now, when will it finally come to an end?

“When you grow up, your heart dies.”-The Breakfast Club.

8/26/2013 3 comments

its so loud inside my head

by nely 8/18/2013

written by nely

the constant thoughts of suicide cross my mind. they never leave i dont feel they ever will. nobody really listens or quite understands my pain, the losses ive dealt with and the constant reminders of those losses. from being thrown in many hospitals screaming behind the lies my parents set before everyone to see really fucking killed me. nobody cared to hear my side and to this day still dont. they dont listen they dont care. i feel as if im better locked away with no worries. or a matter of fact just dead. nobody would miss me anyway i have nobody , they took […]

8/18/2013 1 comment

Nights

by Titans 6/5/2013

written by Titans

For whatever reason, nights are always the hardest for me. It doesn’t matter what happens during the day, whether I was elated or devastated about one thing or the other, I would still end up here, lying in the dark, thinking about the same thing each night. I don’t really want to kill myself. It would hurt everyone around me, I don’t have the heart to, I actually have a few hopes or goals to live for, etc. I think about myself, really. I go through a lot during the day. So much so that it would take too long to write, or at least […]

6/5/2013 0 comment

Can i keep going?

by wanttobesomeone 4/17/2013

written by wanttobesomeone

Lately I’ve been feeling lonely. I realized that I have no one in my life, I can talk about my feelings. I want to tell my family what going on with me and try to get help, but I feel like I’m going to be judge. At school I have no one, I spend my breaks and lunch in the bathroom stall. I have no one who I can truly express my feelings without feeling judge. Sometime I want to end my life so I can feel free and have no worries but I then start to think about my mom and my family and […]

4/17/2013 3 comments

Attempt number #2 this was meant for me.

by marciiluthii 1/20/2013

written by marciiluthii

Death. Must be completely peaceful with no worries just soft waves of pure nothingness, I’m contemplating it once again, 2nd attempt hopefully my last. I want to die so badly it’s like that feeling you have when you really want a new tattoo or a new pair of shoes it’s all you think about that’s how it is for me and dying I want it and I can’t seem to think straight because of how much I want and need death upon me. But as with everything there’s an exception I don’t want death being FAT, I suffer from anorexia, and schizotypal PD and I […]

1/20/2013 1 comment

stanley blade

by anytimecutter 12/16/2012

written by anytimecutter

Although i keep you close,I wish it was happiness that I choose, now all is dry and faded away, at least till i see stanley again,people call you “bad” and “not a real friend”,but they dont know how deepÂ and caring you are stanley, your always there and you’ll always listen and always care, you hold me close like its all gonna end you may be cold at times but no worries i will give you a place nice and warm and once again my arm…my body will be a blood storm, but stanleyplease dont let go i promise no one will know, […]

12/16/2012 0 comment

Stability and a Clear Mind

by lost and found 10/30/2012

written by lost and found

I need stability and a clear mind.

In July, my best, Eleanor,Â lost* her father.

In August, she lost* her mother.Â EleanorÂ and her brother then moved into her grandmother’s house.

In September, her aunt flew down from Brooklyn. Eleanor, her brother, and her grandmother moved to NYC with the aunt. By and by, in my own personal life, my uncle died suddenly. I was very close to him and needed him very much.

In early October, my english teacher had two heart attacks in very quick succession, and she died.

Let me clear something up: I am not sad that these people died. It sounds cold, but let me explain. In the […]

10/30/2012 1 comment

Death

by Rain 9/13/2012

written by Rain

I was watching a short youtube video and the lady described dying somewhere in it. She was being choked out in a terrible situation and she closed her eyes and after a while, all she saw was white and she felt herself slipping deep into her mind and she couldnt feel any pain and she had no worries she said it was like an escape from what was happening to her. She described it as if she were dying but i knew she was just passing out from a lack of blood/oxygen flow to her brain.

This made me think…being free fromÂ my situationÂ and the pain IÂ feel […]

9/13/2012 3 comments

Simply Complicated

by Disheartened 8/2/2012

written by Disheartened

I enjoy life, but life hurts and abuses me. I smile and laugh at the little things, while beingÂ degraded and yelled at.Â I smile every day because I forgive and forget, everyday I am mentally abused and given a new reason to cry. However, I can’t cry with my eyes so my heart hurts for me in exchange for my smile. I laugh and things seem to fade away and release me from my worries, but he knows exactly what to say to crush me. Â Everyday I trade my pain for a genuine smile, I let myself forget, I let myself go on without letting it […]

8/2/2012 3 comments

Hey…..

by sbkstep43 7/29/2012

written by sbkstep43

Sorry have not been on……….startedÂ to help people on twitter been very busy

I am still here though no worries

7/29/2012 0 comment

Will it end

by Jay3312 4/5/2012

written by Jay3312

I live in a world where i am always unhappy. my grades are slipping and my parents yell all the time now or ignore me. My brother is their favorite they would give him the world if they could. But to them im just that other kid who was raised by baby sitters until the age of 10. I get bullied at school. I try to hide my depresion so i fit in. Iguess i’m pretty good at hiding it too. For a while nobody knew the dark cloud that surrounded my mind. i first thought about suicide when i was about 8 years old. […]

4/5/2012 2 comments

How can i live like this

by traptsoul 1/6/2012

written by traptsoul

Right now in my life things are not the best. I thought i got over the bullshit and hurtfull things in my life but spending a few days with your family brings it all back [I went on vacation with them for 10 days] and still they haven’t changed i mean yes we all live in the same house but i don’t see them at all because i hate being around them my dad and i never see i to eye and he is always telling me that am a […]

1/6/2012 3 comments

Goodbye Cruel World

by Eddie1331 5/13/2009

written by Eddie1331

So is it so bad to be a gay male.. Yes it is, from how I’m treated.Â You’d think I was a fucking childmolesting murderer for how the people at school treat me.Â But no, just gay.Â It’s my senior year of high school tooÂ and you think it’d be the best but itÂ has undeniably beenÂ the worst.Â I never knew that coming out would have such negative consequences. WTF wasÂ I thinking!Â I liveÂ in Montana in a small town FULL of homophobes.Â Â And everyone knows that I am gayÂ so that past five months since I did come out have been hell. Everyday I go through the same ritual […]

5/13/2009 16 comments

Want to rewind and start over…

by Mari 3/13/2009

written by Mari

I so wish I could rewind my life and go back to start over. I was driving hone from work today and I just had a constant thought running through my mind…I want to just keep driving, never to look back, just start my life over, somewhere no one knows me, knows my past…There’s parts of me I hate. When did I become the person who does half the things I do. I look at myself in the mirror and I get disgusted. I had so many dreams for my life, and who I am now, was not one of them. I don’t understand how […]

3/13/2009 10 comments