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Obsessive Thoughts

This slow motion slaughter is too tragic for me to be a part of

by goodnight 10/9/2014

written by goodnight

I’m having trouble expressing how sad I am because everything I’m saying here sounds like the cynical ramblings of a naive teenager, but I’ve had increasingly obsessive thoughts about how everyone ages and dies and gets sick and I have to let some of it out or I’m going to rip my hair out.

I don’t think you truly understand this until you get to a certain age, when you realize there really is no escape from this condition for everyone you’ve ever known; everyone’s getting unceremoniously assigned a horrible fate of slow decay and suffering.

I don’t care about my own life anymore but there have […]

10/9/2014 2 comments

Maybe this could help somebody..

by lovemylily 11/15/2012

written by lovemylily

Hey guys,

Ive only been suicidal for about 2 months now although ive had obsessive thoughts, depression,Â and anxiety most of my life (im 27 f). It all started for me when i suddenly started having significant perceptual difficulties as well as cognitive (memory) problems along withÂ severe debilitatingÂ anxiety and depression.Â After researching it myself and talking to dr.s IÂ then convinced myself that i must be developing a mental illness or something similar to schizophrenia. The fear has taken over my life and the idea of having a psychotic mental illness is something that i couldnt live with so although i havent full blown developed it yet i feel […]

11/15/2012 4 comments