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Nowhere to turn, my time is up

by desperatefortheend 8/1/2013

written by desperatefortheend

I have been lost for such a long time.Â I sometimes think it started the day my mother died but that isn’t it.Â Â Or the day I asked for helpÂ the first time I tried to kill myself, and the military discharged me instead.Â I really don’t know where I went wrong.Â It seems when I ask for help, or try to talk about it, people either don’t want to listen or don’t believe me.Â I mean really, how can someone my age be going through this.Â I am the one who has these feelings and I struggle to believe it myself.

I left my life aÂ 5 years […]

8/1/2013 4 comments

God not another surgery

by rach 7/9/2013

written by rach

My next surgery is coming in a week.Â It is exploratory since doctors are still trying to figure out my body.Â I am done.Â I do not ever want to see another doctor, have another surgery, I am done.Â I am unable to even try committing suicide right now because I am busy with commitments to the odd-jobs I do in the neighborhood.Â I need these jobs as I am poor and can’t be turning down offers of work.Â But I don’t allow myself to attempt suicide during these job commitments because if I failed and was placed in a psych ward I fear people […]

7/9/2013 2 comments

Homeless.

by azurexdragon 9/12/2012

written by azurexdragon

So, I’ve gone through a lot lately, I was enrolled to college out of high school, as are most people these days.

I was promised a job, a house, a roof over my head, and all the things that go a long with moving from one parent to another.

As soon as I made the journey from my Grandparents to my fathers, I knew something wasn’t right though.

The job my father had promised me, it never existed.

Even after not dropping a dime to child support for the last 18 years of my life, he still complained when there was another person under his roof.

The second I couldn’t […]

9/12/2012 6 comments