It wasn’t violent, the attempted rape. It was mostly tearful, with me pleading for the man to stop. And sick and disgusting. It smelled gross and dirty. I could smell his sweat, I can still smell his sweat. I will never forget it. I will still remember the scent after he got done, after he realised I want going to let him. I fought in my drunkenness.
He had told me that he wanted to talk to me.
William Triplett was his name. He was an ex of mine, and I had just turned 16, and he was 25. I was desperate to find someone […]
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Well my name is tess and im 14, im here just saying my story, when i was young i was diganosed with Adhd (attention dificit. Hyoeractive disorder), Â my mum got divorsed with my dad and got with another man, he was wrong, i got bullied allot from him not just physically but mentally too, Â he would just fuck with my head, i got put through walls, knives held up to my throat and much more, i got bullied by an older man than me….. I fiannly got to the age where i could tell someone about it, i told my mum, she didnt belive me, […]
I haven’t eaten in 3 days now, the unbearable want to eat or drink has passed and I no longer feel hungry or thirsty. The lack of food and water has made my mouth extremely dry, I’ve been swishing water in my mouth and spitting it back out to keep from having my lips crack in a painful manner. I feel weak, every movement is slowly becoming a battle and I can feel every breath becoming more difficult. I feel peaceful though, strangely enough, I’ve come to peace with myself and I’m no longer afraid to pass. The most difficult part about waiting to pass […]
When my best life time perioud leaves me I know that it’s not the same…
Death isn’t just mouving from one room to another or ending an reletionship… but for me that is good enough to be true….
It wasn’t never what it is now or what it will be tomorow morning… It will e never the same, I’ll be never the same vivid calange searchingm young phisitian and programist, I’ll never revolution for thousents of people including me again or share my dreames and love, in life with no pain until …
Funny that Garsie Marckes wrote about it in one of his books so no, I […]
Since she left me for an older man.
I should be able to get over her a lot faster than I am, but I’m not. And really I just need someone to talk to.
So I’m begging anyone out there around my age (19) to email me and just talk/listen. I need someone who knows what I’m going through to help me through this. And hey I wouldn’t mind meeting a friend.
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Thank you.
-Steve