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Own Little World

Here we go again

by TisxIxKasa 4/18/2013

written by TisxIxKasa

He broke up with me a month ago, and I was barely getting over it.
I’m just appalled. How could he have regained his feelings for me in under a month?

He wants me back. But I’m scared. I’m afraid of all the possibilities, both good and bad.
He treated me terribly after the first couple months.

And I don’t really want to go back to experiencing that sensation.

I never liked that feeling. And he reminded me about how it felt. To feel like I wasn’t good enough. Like I don’t make a difference whether I’m in someone’s life or not.
I haven’t become like this just […]

4/18/2013 2 comments

Little Girl

by fallenangel48 8/25/2012

written by fallenangel48

No one sees what goes on inside my little world

No one looks haard enough to see a small and frightened little girl

They don’t want to know they don’t want to care

No one leans down to bruch back my hair

If i fall they just walk by, no one ever sees me cry

In my own little world small and alone a scared little girl out on her own

8/25/2012 0 comment

Broken illusions

by safeanonymity 8/1/2012

written by safeanonymity

Hi,

I`m male, 29. I suffer from Schizophrenia(the doctors say). In general, I fear that people around me is not there voluntarily, like they`re sort of reading of a note, and doing what their told(by force one might say). Which is a big problem when it comes to women. Some things between man and woman are pretty bad when they happen by force(you know what I`m aiming at).

I hear a lot of voices which tense me to the point of wanting to crush my skull against the wall(I sort of get a release by visualizing it, wich is pretty violent imagery, and sort of weird, lol). […]

8/1/2012 4 comments

my own little world

by sono_libero 2/26/2012

written by sono_libero

they say im in “la-la land.” i like it here, nobody’s mean to me. am i the happy girl everyone thinks i am? or is that just a shell that covers whats really there. do they think i dont care about not having friends? they could never be more wrong. if anyone knew i was really a depressed, suicidal, freak, than the rejection would be so much worse. i would love to kill myself and see if anyone noticed. even if they did, they wouldnt care. nobody cares. my whole life feels numb. i never really thought of myself as a cutter. i guess i […]

2/26/2012 5 comments

Wonderland

by mayrune 2/23/2012

written by mayrune

My mom died just last year. My dad is still coping with it, doing so much as to order us to not ever go into his room. I’m human, and my brother was hogging the bathroom. So, I went and used it. I get home from my job and my dad starts yelling at me. I naturally can only squeak out the words ‘I’m sorry’.
My mom said that whenever I get scared, I hide in my own little world, my wonderland… my dad has been scaring me more and more, makimg me feel worthless. I’m almost 20, but I can’t leave because I don’t […]

2/23/2012 2 comments