Today I recall all the times I felt how it all would spin out of control. In my teens it was my grades, my friends, my home life. Nowadays it’s cash flow, job retention and paying the bills.
Today, I found out my wife is carrying a daughter.
I have never wanted to be alive as much as I do today and tomorrow and the day after that.
My wedding day was nice.  But today is the first day my life has felt sweet.
I wish you all feel this. It’s worth the struggle to get here.
i just don’t see a point to (my) life.
i have no goals.
i have no dreams.
i have no ambitions.
i can do almost anything that i want to and all i want to do is lie in bed all day every day.
i hate shopping and materialism.
i hate smalltalk.
i hate socializing.
i hate people especially judgmental people.
i hate sports.
i hate drinking/bars.
i hated every school i went to.
i’ve hated every job i’ve had. my job serves no purpose.
i hate paying bills. i have the money i just hate the process.
why am i so full of hate? i get bored […]
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