I’ve tried turning my life round, but yet again I’ve failed. I keep trying to better myself but everything ends up being a false dawn of hope or another fuck up to add to the ever extending list. I’ve always been a bit melancholy but I love having a laugh. I want to be in love again but I can’t open up. People say that I sometimes come across as cocky or supremely confident, yet I’m actually shy and unsure of myself. I’m one huge contradiction. I can easily identify with those who say they wear a mask in front of others and hide what […]
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What do you do when every comment anyone makes seems personal to you?
Even when those comments are not directed at you?
Even when those comments have nothing to do with you?
Even when those comments are not even applicable to you?
I get this problem sometimes. What the hell it is, I don’t know, and I don’t understand it. At any other time, I have a skin thick as raw-hide, but other times, it’s as if I’ve walked into an auditorium naked and everyone is staring, whispering amongst themselves. I don’t know why because I’m not naked, and nobody is staring, and any whispering […]
Dez, it is time for education…
Heat Sensors, Cameras, etc, etc etc.. who is in charge of it
all? some retarded american female and male. useless bastards
that have sex all day long and poop. nothing divine nothing special.
Do not talk to me about heat sensors or any of that stuff.
i am the master of codes and hardware is simply not above
codes.
codes are below everything but it guides everything dez.
it is the quantum reality, at quantum reality, we spend pennies
to run tests dez, and tests suggest , this game is mine to win
yours to lose if you do not hire me into […]
i have written this message over 30 times, deleted it and rewritten it all over again…
Perhaps this is a motherfucking therapy on its own…
Life is short, we only live once, but this life sucks. Are we gonna do something about it or let us get fucked by any ***** around?
You know what, I was so determined to kill myself… but before that i wanted to give it a go.
YES, make the most amazing robbery of the century, or simply go to South America or to one of these African villages and live with the locals there, forgotten by the fucking civilization. It is possible, some people […]