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Rant

by PierceTheVeilAddict 7/16/2013

written by PierceTheVeilAddict

So..like..what the actual fuck?

I’m not one of the prettiest people on the planet but, seriously, so many people are “in love” with me, I can’t seem to get a grip on it. There’s this boy that I’ve been talking to that says he wants to spend the rest of his life with me and, honestly, I’m okay with that because I feel the same way. The thing is: he started out nicely and we got to know each other like friends first, then brother and sister, and now, he wants to go out with me. Woo.

Then, on the other hand, there’s a boy I knew […]

7/16/2013 24 comments

What am I so afraid of…?

by TarotXIII 1/22/2013

written by TarotXIII

It struck my recently. This rock-bottomÂ self confidence, self hate, doubt, etc. It is fear. Fear of what you ask? That’s what I’m trying to figure out. I’ve never been this serious about something in a long time. I’ve been doing researches, reading and a lot of thinking. The whole Carl Jung theories were eaten whole one night. His theories on our “Shadow” is whatÂ strokeÂ me the most.

Anyways, it seems I am deeply afraid of something. I just can’t find what. I wish I could say it’s aÂ reliefÂ to have pinpointed something, but it’s not. Each time I start something, it just end midway. Fear of failure? Thinking […]

1/22/2013 6 comments

Trust Issues

by lovelye 7/1/2012

written by lovelye

I guess this is part my story; maybe just the trigger to my suicidal thoughts.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I might be depressed, stressed, tired, angry. My parents have no clue what goes on in my head. We’ve never been a close family; my parents are seperated, so my dad visits once in a while. My mother likes to get drunk and cry about the seperation. My siblings go out and ignore this living hell we live in. And I’m the one that has to go through the pain we all go through.

I think my insecurities first started in the summer of 2006, […]

7/1/2012 3 comments