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a phonecall

by lexq19 9/23/2013

written by lexq19

i had to abandon my two best friends 4 months ago. we were three and we had that kind of friendship that we couldn’t stay all day without seeing each other. we were brothers.

my friendship had started with them and along with this friendship i started to do cocaine. we all did cocaine. we were three cokeheads. three junkies. but fuck! we were three mothercuking brothers, and that no one can deny.

but when i was with those brothers, i forget about my real ones. my real brothers. my brother, my sister and my parents. i forgot my family. i and i’m sorry for that, for […]

9/23/2013 0 comment

Fatal Melancholy

by whyohwhysky 5/31/2013

written by whyohwhysky

Someone saved me last week from hanging myself. The loneliness was driving me mad. Yet, here I am again contemplating death. It is my refuge from the emptiness of life.

Now, I want to die because I simply don’t enjoy it. The one person who brought me joy and color to my world is now dead. I’ve been trying to move on and find happiness in the connections of those still alive, but I don’t enjoy spending time with people. Nor do I have the energy to try and find a new close companion.

So, I just sit in my room, waiting. Waiting for something to happen. […]

5/31/2013 1 comment

A DECONSTRUCTED LIFE

by deliriousgirl 3/28/2009

written by deliriousgirl

Yesterday was my brother’s birthday.

My brother, who would have been 47 years old, committed suicide by hanging himself from his attic trapdoor in the hallway of his house on December 15th, 2008.Â He left no note, no explanation, no message of any kind.Â Since his death I’ve had the near-obsession of recreating his life from the scraps that were left.Â An email here and there (I was able to hack into his computers), a receipt from Home Depot (for rope, plastic zip ties, and a metal pole) that was dated four weeks prior, bills and business files, phone calls and messages on his cellphone, the […]

3/28/2009 12 comments