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Poor Excuse

Dear God…

by RealTalk30 8/28/2013

written by RealTalk30

Thank you for this fucked up spine of mine, as if life isn’t ironic enough. Thank you for the pain and this poor excuse for a body. I appreciate you having my “back” -yes, pun intended- and making sure that I have a strenuous job to fill my time which gives me juuuust enough to survive on. Thanks for not cursing me with some horrible disease where i wouldn’t be able to afford treatment..I won’t piss and mone about that..that’s for sure.

Oh and don’t worry.. I found a wife.. No need to jump in and save my sorry ass anymore. I’m sure you were […]

8/28/2013 413 comments

Family bullshit

by traptsoul 9/22/2012

written by traptsoul

I have no where else to vent, this is my place and i no guys will alway listen even in the smallest amount. So my stress has reached a boiling point, my aunt had the gut to tell me i have a poor excuse for not visiting my grandfather ,because i have lessons, but when i fail school they alway say shit, i could care less for their fucking bullshit, i have my own life to live and i don’t want or need their fucking in put . Why doesn’t she spend time with him if she is so concerned. I really hate ppl […]

9/22/2012 2 comments

I Don’t Want To Do It Anymore

by Mell 6/22/2012

written by Mell

There’s too much in my head. I have too many thoughts too many opinions. I just want it all to go away. I can barely tell my dreams from reality anymore so I stopped sleeping. I’veÂ attemptedÂ suicide 3 times. I’ve passed out during two of them and later woke to survive it. When I was out I just remembered feeling nothing. It was peaceful and quiet. The only reason I feel I haven’t succeeded is because I would hate to leave any sort of burden on someone. I want to go, I want to leave it all behind but if my passing causes someone else to […]

6/22/2012 2 comments

I feel nothing…

by FairysHuff 6/8/2012

written by FairysHuff

32 years my body will have been alive this summer 2012. Yet I am within this body, this machine of meat and bone and I feel nothing. I’ve always been like this. Flitting between crushing boredom and suicidal depression. I have never enjoyed anything and have never felt happy. I am so tired of struggling day by day. I gave up faking the normal attitude people and society expect from us years ago. I couldn’t do it anymore. It was after this that I was finally diagnosed with Aspergers Syndrome. Looking back now it all fits into place. But this is a suicide help board […]

6/8/2012 1 comment