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Pots

cutting dont hert aney more (help me)

by why i dont no 3/4/2013

written by why i dont no

iv don it so Meany times now

that the pane has all but gon

i don’t know if its time now

shod i bother toÂ go on

the things that iv have seen so far

is enuf to make you cry

but compared to some other people i know

there just a passing by

i hate it when people say that know me

cosÂ you don’t understand

all the pills and theÂ liys

of my passing by

the tiys the liys the lot

the silents in MY words

is clere for all to see

my life is a drug mountain

of all theÂ pills and pots

the whole fucking lot

design to keep me sane

all my thoughts and reasons are controlled by a pill

in my mind all […]

3/4/2013 0 comment

Endless loops of emptyness…

by Swiz 6/12/2009

written by Swiz

I guess ill start by stating the facts… Im currently 17, I was diagnosed with type 1 diabetes when i was 4, fell into a deep depression in the 6th grade, and am still feeling depressed. although i manage to have an outward appearance of being fine, im not. I was also recently diagnosed with severe POTS… some shitty thing where my blood pools in my legs, so i have a high heart rate but low blood pressure. If i compare my life to others, i know its damn fine. I have a loving mother and three loving sisters. My dad loves me in his […]

6/12/2009 6 comments