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Proof that humans are foolish

by addicted 4/19/2014

written by addicted

We put lots of efforts to live and hoping for practically unattainable success.

Very small amount of that effort is enough for suicide. ItÂ is lot more easier for a bankrupt business man to suicide than rebuilt all the money he lost

Most importantly, there are lot of humans living out there for whom I can confidently say probability of success is absolutely zero.

There are good number of people who hate all things they do and also hate all things other humans do and hate their life but still struggling to live, even new born kid say this kind of living is illogical and stupid.

Hence provedÂ

4/19/2014 1 comment

proof

by joinel 9/26/2013

written by joinel

the other post is getting heavier to load so i have forced to creat this one:)
Here are some proofs for god’s none existence.they are logical but they work 90% depending no your open mindness

9/26/2013 51 comments

My Day

by mirson 9/9/2013

written by mirson

Hi Everyone,
I posted for the first time in this forum yesterday.

Today I almost made a decision to go to university of edinburgh for my masters, but then I changed my mind again. I spoke to my dad he said he does not want to pay for my masters anymore as I cant make up my mind and I am only doing it to avoid working.

Anyways Just took my anti depressant. Going to drink some alcohol and continue writing my good bye notes. I think I am getting most of the things down. Is it weird to proof read your s note?

Anyways I did absolutely […]

9/9/2013 4 comments

I think its my time

by putty3737 8/14/2013

written by putty3737

I wish this life would through me a little hope im really drowning and don’t see a way out but this. I dont see a point of living anymore. I met the women i saw in dreams for many years I was suppose to marry and it was awful but great to cause I loved her so much and she did me to but then bad things after bad things kept happening and she dumped me after 2 and half years together. We had planned on getting married but couldn’t cause im on disability for brain and mental problems i have and if we got […]

8/14/2013 0 comment

Entry one, of records for proof.

by Silverteardrops 4/28/2013

written by Silverteardrops

Dad constantly hugs me, kisses me, messes my hair *affectionately*, rubs my face with his hands, the same hands he used to hurt my mum. Makes me feel SICK.

He constantly calls me, last thing at night, first thing in the morning.

Whenever my fon beeps “is it mom?” no dad its my friends lauren. Whenever im texting somone “are you texting mum” any word from mum? G’on text mum for me. Makes me text stuff to her I don’t want to say

My position is that I am lying. Constantly lying through my teeth. I don’t love him, don’t want him back, I HATE HIM DISPISE HIM, […]

4/28/2013 1 comment

by not_sylv 4/21/2013

written by not_sylv

Last night I went to a folk-punk show and the last person I made friends with (mentioned in the earlier post I made… not someone who will ever speak to me again. He was nice to me and I was a pretty shitty friend cuz my personality got all fucked up for two years) was there, along with two of his friends. I felt really really shitty and guilty

4/21/2013 5 comments

by kissnm10 3/21/2013

written by kissnm10

I want to die. I want to live, but I can’t, because I desire to die even more. I have nothing to live for. The only person who ever saw good in me said that he never meant a word. He never cared about me. I am nothing, and I have nothing. I just can’t take anymore pain. I cry all day, and there’s no relief. I’m tortured in my mind and exhausted in my body. My heart aches with broken promises, everlasting disappointments, and lies told in malice. I can’t tell a soul, because nobody understands a stupid, little depressed girl. Nobody cares. If […]

3/21/2013 1 comment

It’s strange

by AnklesDisplayed 2/19/2013

written by AnklesDisplayed

I don’t feel like proof-reading this. Sorry if there are any errors or unclear ideas in this text.

I’m suicidal. I’ve wanted to end my life for several years, though I’m only 19 years old. I’ve been institutionalized twice, but I only had a short recovery after both. The medication they gave me stopped working, but things got drastically worse when I stopped taking them. Now I’m back on anti-depressants and mild neuroleptica. They worked wonders for about a week, but now I’ve gradually become more and more depressed and chaotic (in my mind).

Why is it like this? Why am I so fricking depressed all the […]

2/19/2013 1 comment

It doesn’t get better.

by poob 2/19/2013

written by poob

Hello.

Let me just start out by saying my life has been shitty since my teenage years.Â I started really feeling these types of feelings when I was 13.Â It was bad, really bad.Â My family life was not great and I had no social skills.Â I wasn’t abused, mistreated or any of the like.Â I just didn’t really develop those social skills you need to succeed in life.Â I started having these thoughts at 13 and it progressed as I got older and nothing really improved.Â There was something in the back of my mind which kept telling me things will get better, don’t give […]

2/19/2013 7 comments

Suicidal Note

by SanityMe 1/27/2013

written by SanityMe

I hate people, I have never stop hating them. Seriously, they make everything looks ugly, my life, my dreams and even myself. I sometimes wonder when I’m going to explode, either way, it’s gonna be awful.

They say you can’t choose your family, and that’s sad. I found out later that you can’t choose your friends, too. I always stick with the Â wrong people and that’s proof Â how much I’m lucky.

Death itself is not a choice, I have never felt that I’m ready to die. I still have this urge andÂ curiosity for living. Maybe I need to be more sane so I can see […]

1/27/2013 0 comment

Hi, I’m back on here after 2 years…

by searching for hope 12/15/2012

written by searching for hope

I used this website for a bit and it helped some to communicate with people who can understand the struggle of depression. i think i managed to be okay for two years.. but i had a downfall and im not really sure what exactly caused it but the point is.. im back and personally it got way worse.. i had mentioned how i had tried taking my life but i dont remember ever doing some of the things i have done in the past months.. almost a year already that i guess “the cycle” came back. ive actually reached out to professionals and i went […]

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12/15/2012 6 comments

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Selfish Wishing

by Disheartened 12/9/2012

written by Disheartened

Here I stand, in front of the mirror once more. The disgusting creature standing before me is not me, not the me I ever wanted for myself. Unmotivated to even live my life anymore I see the imperfections of the body, the lies behind my eyes. I am not the type one wouldÂ imagineÂ to have such thoughts, I am the cheerful one, the intelligent one, the kind hearted soul. Even as I smile at myself I see the lie, theÂ deceitÂ behind the sweet gesture. I want so much to be saved by my lover, the man I have given everything to, but only solitude awaits me. I […]

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12/9/2012 2 comments

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No one will miss me

by lostchild445 11/3/2012

written by lostchild445

i haven’t been on here in months. didnt go to school for two weeks and nobody even noticed. Not one message, nor one single phone call. Proof no one cares about me. No one will miss me when I die, and I think the time for me to do so is now.

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11/3/2012 3 comments

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i dont understand, and i probably never will

by fakingit 10/8/2012

written by fakingit

so, first off im happy today:) (but its night so that will change im sure.) but one thing is really annoying me and probably always will cause i will never understand what goes thru my friend’s mind.
he says his life will go dark without me (saying i die) cuz im his best friend and he has no one else..? ok cool. understand that. he says im amazig and the bestest friend ever? i dont believe it cuz i have proof im not: first, im not that nice i complain and get depressed and hes the ONLY one i talk to when i […]

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10/8/2012 2 comments

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almost there

by fakingit 8/15/2012

written by fakingit

i almost fully had the will to continue on living..then i go to a friends house and her sister tells me she is tryin to split my bf and i by telling my parents im still secretly dating him. my parents find out; i wont have internet access at all! let alone my bf? i cant live without him, hes half the reason im still alive and if i lose internet access il lose the other half, i cant let that happen…but if she does tell she has no proof. haha jokes on her now but still freaking i just might lose everyone close to […]

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8/15/2012 2 comments

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lies of the beautiful people

by plagued4 7/7/2012

written by plagued4

Well this ain’t no sideshow
This is the great unknown
This is the poison we take
Yeah

Outside the velvet rope
Standing there all alone
Are the grotesque and ashamed
Yeah

Well if you think real beauty’s on the outside
Well that’s a far cry
From the truth

Maybe all the information you received
Well you should not believe
There’s no proof

Save yourself from all the lies of the beautiful people
It’s time to run from the lies of the beautiful people

I feel so traumatized
Doped up and televised
Life can be cruel and insane
Yeah

But we’ve got these ugly scars
On our infected hearts
Maybe it’s time […]

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7/7/2012 1 comment

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Through and Not

by SomeMalaise 6/28/2012

written by SomeMalaise

I’m feeling so much right now that I am unable to express it. I’ve always been like this. Words cannot describe the feeling inside my soul. I still go on but I am also stuck.

I really see no reason to go on. I do but without reason and filled with nothing. Empty. I have trouble validating anything exists. If it exists then what is my reason for living? To work wearing women’s outfits though in my soul I am a male? To hide my true self …what’s left of it? I don’t want to be apart of a plan if there isn’t one. […]

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Selfish? I think not!

by Siren 6/26/2012

written by Siren

Is it really selfish to kill oneself because you’ve had a lifetime of misery? Why is it ok to force someone to withstand many numerous years of unending misery to save a few people a few days or weeks of pain? I am a suicide survivor myself. I was 15 when my mother took her own life, and yes, I have remained angry with her for the last 13 years, but that was different. She had a 15 year old child and a 6 year old child she was responsible for. I have no children whatsoever, and don’t intend to have any. I recently tried […]

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6/26/2012 1 comment

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Tired of the secrets

by crazymom 5/24/2012

written by crazymom

I want to share my story, of who I am and how I got here, but I can’t share it with those I know so this seemed like the next best thing. I don’t know who is out there reading this, or if anyone even will, but there is a comfort in sharing how I feel without fear of judgment or persecution.

I will start with the easiest parts. I am a 29 year old mother of 3, married to a great man, and working at my dream job. I volunteer at my church and also lead a girl scout troop. So […]

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5/24/2012 6 comments

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have you considered WHY?

by NotReallyHereAtAll 5/17/2012

written by NotReallyHereAtAll

I have this one so-called friend who’s always calling me pessimistic and way too negative. She’s one of those intensely annoying types, unbelievably selfish but able to hide that trait under a mask of caring before backstabbing for her own enjoyment. The kind of girl who asks how much work you’ve been doing just so she can brag about how hardworking she is before starting on at you and making you feel like crap… Basically, she’s poisonous.

But yeah, she likes to call me a pessimist which I am not. I’m not a pessimist at all, I’m simply a realist who’s tired of bullshit and doesn’t […]

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5/17/2012 2 comments

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