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Pros And Cons

Pros and Cons of Suicide – according to Me

by Dead Right 1/12/2013

written by Dead Right

Hi everyone, here is something that I wrote within the past week awhile contemplating my way outÂ and was going to post it on another site but then got thinking about the Suicide Project.Â It is kind of lengthy.

Subject: Suicide thoughts; The Pros and Cons…according to me. Â 1/2/13

What circumstance(s) often lead to the act of suicide? Loss of a child? Financial problems? Marital problems? Dating problems? Depression and drug use among many other things. Old age coupled with loneliness and the every day pains that old age brings on.Â Is suicide truly an act of hurting oneself? In my opinion it depends a lot […]

1/12/2013 0 comment

just my experience

by kendrafornow 12/8/2012

written by kendrafornow

Well this is just going to be my experience that I had a few months ago.

One day, after having the pills set aside for such an occasion for many a months, I came home in a really crappy mood. Being the thinker I am, I went over in my head all the pros and cons for why I should kill myself. Long story short, the pros won over, and I decided I wanted to do it.

I shoved all 22 of the sleeping pills into my mouth and swallowed them as fast as I could so future me wouldn’t have time to change their mind. After […]

12/8/2012 1 comment

Endless Madness

by Tarmack 10/17/2012

written by Tarmack

When I was young, I was ‘diagnosed’ as being gifted. High intelligence, learns fast. They forgot to mention the side effects. I analyse everything and everyone. I can’t stand being around people. They never say anything interesting. Meaningless discussions about the boring crap they do all day long and are planning to do. I can make almost anyone like me with the masks of sanity I put on every day. Cheerful to some, great listener to others and a serious guy to more others, everyone likes me. I have a good job and decent enough looks, by all accounts a great guy.
But noone sees […]

10/17/2012 3 comments

pointless

by loserville 7/23/2012

written by loserville

Where do I start? lets take today, worked for a promotion for 3 yrs, today rejected at the final hurdle, im just distroyed, my life has just been 1 rejection after another. To the outside world im a normal guy with a decent job providing a decent life for my wife and 2yr year old. But inside im in a world of hurt and pain, my parentsÂ have always been cold towards me and that hadÂ a serious affect on me, I was abused sexually by my older cousin, and because of the coldness towards me was never able to tell anyone, I blamed myself, I was […]

7/23/2012 4 comments

A much needed closing statement

by AnonUntilTheEnd 7/1/2012

written by AnonUntilTheEnd

How do you really start something you feel inside and just want to vocalize? There is really no reasoning for any of this, I have made my decision, I just feel it will take a lot off my shoulders until then. I do have those around me who I can talk to but no one I can tell what I’m really feeling and the decision I’ve made. My plan is to next week once I can afford all ofÂ the equipment and means I need necessary is to make an exit bag, buy a canister of Helium, buy aÂ regulator with tubing, and rent a […]

7/1/2012 6 comments

This thing.

by Evostick 2/16/2012

written by Evostick

This place is so familiar, this place that I always come back to. Chainsmoking my way through a lonely night, endlessly surfing the net to distract my mind. Radio, TV, Twitter, facebook, scroling scrolling, clicking clicking – only turning off the light when I know that sleep will be instantaneous.
I’ve tried blaming it on circumstance, the balance in my bank account, my parents marriage, failed relationships…but this thing, this thing is always with me. I move and it comes with me, I hide, it finds me, I embrace it and it kills me.
I don’t know what it is, restless fatigue and itchy bones […]

2/16/2012 1 comment

Something’s Gotta Give

by Siren 2/9/2012

written by Siren

The days keep getting harder and less fruitful. The nights are getting longer. Waking in cold sweats wondering why the curse continues. It is time to take back the control. I always said I do what I want when I want, so why haven’t I done it yet? Time to face that fear. Time to move on in the only way possible. I am so tired. I am so very, very tired. I hear the arguments from both sides. I weigh the pros and cons of either result. But again I am so very tired. I can’t keep my eyes open any longer. When I […]

2/9/2012 3 comments