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Walked outside for 40 minutes and maybe I am a narcissist idk

by LeaveMeAlone. 1/3/2023

written by LeaveMeAlone.

Was just thinking.

Someone told me I would fall in love with anyone that fell in love with me so I started thinking about it.

I blame most of my mental problems on my mother. Idk if that’s alright. I am obsessed with the way I look and I think about it everyday, everyday the reason why I do things isn’t because I want to better myself or anything, and usually the main reason I do things is because I want to receive compliments from people in the future because I just love it when people tell me nice things…

It’s so easy to vent to people online […]

1/3/2023 1 comment

Is killing yourself really difficult?

by shadowclone0 6/27/2013

written by shadowclone0

I’ve read lots of posts here over the last two years..

It seems like there are a lot of failed attempts..

so, without any ill intentions on my part..

Do random things just go wrong or something?

I’ve always been too scared to try because I know myself..

I’m a VERY huge perfectionist..Â not toward others, just things I do..

So I know very well that I will not fail if I try..

That’s why I’ve never tried because I still have a small small hope..

and as long as I still have that tiny hope(even if that same tiny hope

feels so hollow or totally gone some days), I won’t try it yet..

So […]

6/27/2013 6 comments

I want an answer

by Blake SinBad 6/8/2013

written by Blake SinBad

I’ve been trying to figure this out for years. I’ve always had “mommy/daughter” issues. But they’re one-sided. I know we have them, she doesn’t. I’ve tried to explain to her that I don’t likeÂ what she does or how I am being treated, and she just brushes it off. I mean sure, we have our great moments. Yesterday, we went to Southlands Mall, (It’s in CO), and she actually offered to go into Hot Topic. I was very surprised, but then realized that she wouldn’t approve of anything I wanted to get. So I said no, and followed her into Bath and Body Works. She’s pretty […]

6/8/2013 2 comments

I don’t even know what to write

by Qball 1/24/2013

written by Qball

I feel like I am a failure at life, I also feel like I hate myself. Whenever I tell someone that I dislike my life, they tell me, “Oh theres ppl starving living on the streets.” See thats what I hate, when people tell me that. It’s almost like they are telling me that its my job to be happy because I am not that person. It’s hard for me to be happy, to motivate myself, to try something new, or just go out for random things. I always want to be by myself, or at least tell myself that. I get bored with everything, […]

1/24/2013 4 comments

parents, school, friends, self

by constipateddog 1/20/2013

written by constipateddog

I’ve felt the same way my whole life. When I see anything, hear anything, or think about anything in the world, it makes me feel pain and anger. I have no idea why.
I’m also angry at my parents for things they did that they no longer do. I hate my mom still for having always implied things, and for hitting me and telling me to kill myself and blaming me for my dad’s sickness and whatever. She doesn’t do it anymore, but when she tries to talk to me, I feel enraged. It’s uncontrollable. I just think about random things she’s done: and the […]

1/20/2013 2 comments

my story… well so far

by katiebear12 8/26/2012

written by katiebear12

there is so much i have to say and i don’t really know where to begin… so i’ll try to start from the beginning. i don’t really remember ever being very happy. i spent the first five years of my life with a father who did and sold drugs all the time and when and if he came home he was abusive towards my mom. i don’t remember this but my mom told me that he pushed her down the stairs when she was pregant with my youngest brother. we never really had much money because my mom couldn’t work with all of us being […]

8/26/2012 4 comments

Oh, I suppose… be amused!

by orangish 7/21/2012

written by orangish

I am easily distracted under normal circumstances. I have ADHD – which is to say, I am hyperactive, imaginative, really good at lateral thinking, and it sometimes feels as if there are a family of squirrels living within my head who do various memory-and-thinking tasks for me. It can sometimes feel like herding cats; squirrels are a lot like cats in that regard. I do enjoy mixing metaphors, too. It’s fun.

One of my favourite things to do in my free time is to wander aimlessly around stores in search of…. something…. that I probably had in mind when I entered the store… but consequently, I […]

7/21/2012 14 comments

Part 2

by christina-- 2/22/2012

written by christina--

I just feel I’m not worthy of living.

People who live should want to live. They should be happy and should want to accomplish things.

Ive posted about my lists before, that was not really a success. (understatement)

Since Im very chaotic, sigh, I lost my original lists. Which lead to a panic attack caus I cant stand losing things. So I made new ones. And it bothers me really much that I dont know what exactly was on the original lists.. but anyway I’ll just add the things I forgot now later.

I thought I could maybe share the lists this time.

Reasons to die:

I am selfish;
I am ugly. […]

2/22/2012 5 comments

Miscellaneous rants and ramblings

by LiveNoLonger 10/9/2011

written by LiveNoLonger

This world is horrible. There is a reason that when people die, the poeple who try to comfort others say “They’re in a better place.” A BETTER place!!! That just proves that death is far better than life, well at least for me it would be. Some people just piss me off so much, I dont know whether to kill them or myself. This world. What the hell is this place?! Some sort of torture chamber that we must stay in for years until we die.

Happiness is just a memory. It exists no longer in my life. I see other people who somehow obtained this […]

10/9/2011 1 comment

Surely I Won’t Go to Hell…

by painterofmusic 5/12/2009

written by painterofmusic

Since I keep coming back here, I have to throw in my cent andÂ half. I’ve noticed a couple of things, before I go into my horrible depths of self-pity… First, I thought I was the only one who wrote with proper grammar. Gosh, does it sound horrible that I would notice such a thing when I’m low enough to even be on this website? But honestly, I’ve barely known what people were talking about when I’ve read other forums on random things. Please, any grammar dorks on here, go to yahoo! answers with a red pen and you’ll come back satisfied. But I can understand […]

5/12/2009 3 comments