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Sigh… I hate my mom.

by WanderingDreamer91
written by WanderingDreamer91

Sigh… I hate my mom…

 

I can’t really show pics for proof so I guess you’ll have to take my word for it, and I guess it’s up to you if I reacted wrong and if my mom sucks or not, but yeah, I’ll try to find enough time to post on this on a work day, I hate waiting to type out something important…

 

Also, no offense, but… I think Primal One posted like 15 posts in a row and buried some otherd including mine so I’m not sure if people saw them but whatever…

 

Here we go. :p

 

Me

“I want a girlfriend. 🙁 It feels weird saying […]

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I wonder when this all started

by IguessThisWasTheLength
written by IguessThisWasTheLength

I’m a freshman in highschool already having the career thing. My family’s hope weighs too much. The pressure’s giving me a hard time to breath. I think i’m having suicidal thoughts from my elementary school or earlier idk. I am enjoying life, at least on my face. I don’t hate life. It’s actually a beautiful thing. I just hate myself, that’s all. Whining over, over, over and over how weak i am. I can’t even handle the tiniest bit of adult life. I thought i had to change my weak-willedness. But i realised it all happened because i don’t have the drive to do something. […]

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Ranty rant

by Blood_Lotus
written by Blood_Lotus

Hey you, you know who you are.

I just wanted to write you a little something personal. And no, I am not blaming others entirely for my short comings like you think I do. And I know you say “you don’t have to be like your siblings” but I know that’s just kind of pretend.

Because I know you have done the same shit with them. For some reason they worked out better then I did. But, you told me you’re disappointed in all of us for individual reasons anyway.

Oh and I am sorry for that your dream of becoming rich and beautiful has not worked out because you […]

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I don’t get it.

by phony_smile
written by phony_smile

I really don’t understand why people are so shocked to see slit wrists.

Like, is it not a common occurrence for you to see a depressed teenager wanting relief from his/her problems?

I just came back from buying several art materials. When I handed the money I needed to pay, the person in the cashier straight out asked me, “Why on earth do you teenagers follow stereotypical emos? Is cutting a trend now?”

I felt offended..

It’s not like I chose to be fucking depressed and pressured to the point I cut my own fucking self for relief.

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Let’s talk about a little thing called medication

by queenofdarkness
written by queenofdarkness

Every day when you wake up it’s three pills, choked down with juice. (Always juice, because having pills with water tastes like suicide.)

The one that’s supposed to keep you from killing yourself.

The one that’s supposed to make you talk and smile and act like you don’t have crippling anxiety.

The one that’s supposed to take away your mood. How dare you have emotions. How fucking dare you.

It’s bullshit.

There’s no way to measure whether it “works” or not. If you ask my parents, it doesn’t, because I’m still not normal. Like, so what if she feels happier and doesn’t generally want to throw herself off a roof? She […]

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by bruised
written by bruised

Telling someone life gets better is a half truth. Yes, it does get better, but it also gets a hell of a lot worse. The thing about life is it’s an unpredictable roller coaster. Soon enough the naive people who spout such nonsense are going to learn the hard way that this is not some cakewalk.

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One step forward, ten steps back

by cnic
written by cnic

I thought I was making progress. I thought I was starting to make friends and not be alone. I thought I was using the resources available for support. Things seemed to be going well.

Then l get a message from someone saying she is upset at my passive aggressive attacks. That alone hurts so much, that isn’t only beyond my social skills but isn’t in my nature. Not only is her being upset upsetting me but then knowing she didn’t know me well enough to assume I could do that. And when I tried to tell her my side of things she kept trying to accuse […]

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Off Topic again, oops

by Alex
written by Alex

I just looked around a bit more and I’m like “Holy shit, I just saw their suicide notes, I don’t know what to do, what if they go through with their plan? I didn’t speak up, I’m a little piece of shit.” So yeah. o-o I really hope none of you guys go through with your plans of ending life because ya know. *points to new route* There’s a whole new adventure waiting for you in a few years, months or even days.

Lul. I’m such a hypocrite. Telling people to keep holding on when I’m about to just end it all. >.> But hey. You […]

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Leaving is not easy as I thought..

by Aurora202
written by Aurora202

I’m new here.. I’ve been thinking about suicide a lot lately. I don’t know..nothing seems right. People say that they care, but they don’t show it. Why do people say stuff, which they don’t mean? I’m just 20.. I haven’t started living yet…and end is just so near. :/

I’m afraid…not afraid of dying but afraid of hurting people. My mother keep saying that, I wish you were never born.. I don’t feel anything anymore. I feel numb but most of the time it’s just emptiness.

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Broken

by nullusangelus
written by nullusangelus

Ever felt so broken that nothing can fix you? So shattered that you couldn’t put Humpty Dumpty back together again, even if you wanted to?

Have you ever had anyone fix you? Someone who ran around for weeks and months trying to pick up the pieces of your tattered soul? I did. I felt destroyed before her. Like there was nothing on the inside. She’s gone now, and her leaving made me realise that there really was nothing on the inside. I actually thought she’d fixed me. Not the half assed job that any dipshit in a suit with a PHD was capable of. No, really […]

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Well yeah.

by sazzabrah
written by sazzabrah

Hey, how are you?
I know I have probably stuffed everything up between us but I didn’t know who else to talk to. No one understands me. I feel like letting you go was probably a bad idea but I know it was for the best. I’m gunna be honest here I just don’t think you were as into it as I was, and thats okay. But I really hope we can be friends.

I have no one to talk to. And today has been really bad. I stayed home from school and I was just thinking and thinking about Sam about you about everything […]

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Just shut the **** up!

by Mustismile
written by Mustismile

It is 2:08am and I’ve been in my bedroom listening to my wretched father having a conversation with another man who shall not be named. Every word out of his drunken mouth is like a kick over yet another bottomless cliff.

A little history lesson for all the readers:

Long version:

All my life this drunk has belittled, criticized, ridiculed and harassed his family. He cares only about himself and isn’t afraid to show it. Breath wreaking of cheap beer shouting everything I never needed to hear! My mother was and is too submissive to do anything and then beats herself up for it. My entire childhood was […]

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Troubled minds think alike…

by RogueShadow1281
written by RogueShadow1281

If everytime I message her, I feel high, then what does it mean? What if it brings me out of numbness. What if after our talks, I end up feeling like shit. We come back to my old rants about love. I thought Nycolle was my drug, yet I just felt worse and worse the whole time.

Lucky for me there are people here who most highly likely feel the same about this kind of situation. But, the problem is my lack of long term solutions for this problem. What can I do? After breaking off what little we had? People from here tell me not […]

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Shit . Really?

by RuinedDreams
written by RuinedDreams

Oh . my. fucking. god.
Long story short, I had a father who abused my mother, i would protect her causing me to get beat instead of her which was totally fine with me, as long as she wasnt hurt. one day he went too far, and she FINALLY -thank god- divorced the beast. that was around 3 years ago, and we haven’t kept in contact, (me and my father) . But my birthday, was around a month ago, and he sent presents for the very first time, whoopee. a fucking month late. cheers dad. not only that, but he sent me clothes, all in […]

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Has my entire life been worth living? NO! Rev 2

by Dead Right
written by Dead Right

I was going to post a short story and pose the question whether or not my life has been worthwhile and ask myself if I would be better off never being born or committing suicide as a teenager. (I am a lot older now). It got rather long.

Of late my rants have gotten rather lengthy and  I found this one to be getting the same. I am not sure that my condensed life story and my trials and tribulations would help anyone on this list except the elderly. Old people seem to be a great minority at this web site. I decided to sit on […]

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Suicide

by fearvsdreams
written by fearvsdreams

The word itself makes people stop and see what it says. It’s so eye grabbing and it captures most everyone’s attention. Saying you’ll commit suicide is easy. Setting up suicide is easy. But actually doing it? Actually jumping off of a building? Actually pulling the trigger? Actually slitting your wrists? It’s fucking hard. To know that your life is there; So vulnerable in your hands. It’s all in front of you. And it’s all up to you in that very moment. Whether you live, or you die.
What’s it like falling? Just free falling and all of a sudden, nothing. Or to pull the trigger […]

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Just some encouragement

by overstayed
written by overstayed

Hi usually I visit here when I am preparing myself to get of this roller coaster joke called life.
I have had a few good rants and read others rants and sad stories.
I have succeeded in alienating my self from all my friends and most of my family . As was planned so I could just slip away.
I have problems with who I am. As I am gay oriented (maybe bi ) male brought up in a gay hateful environment I have grown up to be very homophobic myself. How this relates to me Is I hate myself for being gay. While I […]

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considering drugs…

by schizojinxx123
written by schizojinxx123

dont know why…i..i just want the voices to stop…heroin…ya know i have it…im just too much of a sissy to try…i did weed last week though and for a while…i acctually felt happy…cant post anything from my dsi(yeah i know babyish but i use it for animation help and internet, getting an itouch soon) cause its an old version of opera….just really pissy and i feel like vying…bipolar….the fmes are getting to me…hah….i guess ill listen to more asking alexandria and keep threatining my “friends” that im gonna kill myself…but they all know i never will….but the day i do theyre gonna be suprised i […]

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Something to Make You Laugh (maybe)

by notinteresting1
written by notinteresting1

Although I am very depressed at the moment, most of my previous posts are just long rants about that so I decided that, for Easter, I would post a true, Easter-related, funny story. Perhaps it will make you laugh, perhaps it won’t, either way it’s just a silly story from a girl desperate to *cough* check out early.

PS (I am not religious, this may offend those that are for my ignorance within the story).

When I was a child most Primary schools in Britain were somehow religious, even my school, which was not stated as religious, was run by a Christian headmaster who encouraged us to […]

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