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Life is not fair / unfair. there is always winners & losers. I’m a loser, so why can’t I / losers just commit suicide?

by niki 12/17/2014

written by niki

Life is not fair.
Life is unfair.

there is always winners & losers.
there will always be winner & loser.
so why can’t I / losers just commit suicide?
rather than they keep living chasing & fixing all their way too many losses, which is probably too late anyway too.
and usually losers can’t win / can never win against winners anyway .. even the “start” is already too late!!

This is the harsh truth / fact / reality .

Reality / Real life / Real world is very LIMITING / LIMITED in what we can & can’t do !
We are limited by money […]

12/17/2014 1 comment

I realized

by AfterL 5/8/2012

written by AfterL

I realized that it was me. Everything that’s gone wrong in my life; all the failures is because of me. My situation, circumstances, the people around me, and such had nothing to do with it. It was all me. I control my life. I did this to myself. I should be only angry with me. I am digging my own pit. It was all me. I should blame myself for not changing. For not caring. No one else is to blame.

Though I realize it now I think I knew about this all along.

Now I sound self-centered and really whiny….I’m sorry.

5/8/2012 2 comments