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Loneliness.

by buffalosong 9/8/2013

written by buffalosong

I need really to talk.

I got a whole buch of meds just beside me. I don’t know if it’s enough, but it’s all I got. I got a whole bottle of wine already.

I feel lonely. I’m 33 years old years.Thanks I got already a therapist. Doesn’t help that much.

I’ve been chasing the same guy for two years and half. I’ve met a guy a few days ago who just don’t reply anymore to text messages. Even though he seem very interested.

I met a girl last month. She just told me today I “was a nice person” but she met someone else. It’s rare I got […]

9/8/2013 1 comment

It’s never just one thing…

by Fly 8/18/2013

written by Fly

I know the knife I would use, its sharp and would do the trick.

Do I want to do it to get attention or to end the pain?

I am a mum of 3 kids, life should be rosy, but I am slowly falling into this space of ‘It would be easier f I wasn’t here’

So many things have compounded for me to be in this space that I am in.

Where so I start? We all have problems, life is not without them. But when they start to grow and each day becomes more of a burden than a blessing…Whats the point, I think I suck at […]

8/18/2013 10 comments

My Struggle…..

by zombielovergirl122 7/17/2013

written by zombielovergirl122

So, I have been planning on suicide on the 3rd next month. People are telling me not too but, I literally can’t take the pain anymore. I cut last night and I was clean for more than 3 months! But, anyways here’s my pointless story..

So, Last year. ‘8-3-12’ I kinda thought I was in love.
About a couple months into our relationship it was getting a little depressed.
The guy, Jt, told me he loved me everything and then a couple days later,
He just left me and told me everything was getting taken away from him,
his phone,ps3, home phone, etc.
So, I said […]

7/17/2013 1 comment

I Was So Close..

by UglyStupidWorthless Geraldine 5/22/2013

written by UglyStupidWorthless Geraldine

I got home from school to see that no one was home. Tears were streaming don my face as I made my way to my bedroom. I sat on the edge of the bed Â in deep thought. Why do I have to be so ugly? Fat..worthless..stupid? I feel so alone-my friends..suggested we stop hanging out. I’m not a lesbian by the way. I may be a tad bisexual but so what? I’m not fully gay. And to anyone who IS gay, don’t be ashamed. My brain was clouded with thoughts. I screamed out in frustration and practically tore apart my room. Stuff was strewn out […]

5/22/2013 0 comment

I want to die

by Starlove 5/9/2013

written by Starlove

I hate myself. I hate myself so much. I want to die, truly I do. I dream of plunging a knife into my gut and slipping into ethereal darkness. My brain delights in torturing me and I just don’t want to go on like this. I’m trying to help myself, but I am relapsing. My friends wouldn’t be able to help me, and I tend to think none of them would understand where I come from. My friend made a comment about overdosing on pills and a someone she hated, and I said ‘it’s not easy.’ A hint into my hidden past. She just called […]

5/9/2013 2 comments

Deep cuts..

by kidsuicide 5/7/2013

written by kidsuicide

The knife cuts deep. Blood starts to rush out. He doesn’t know why he’s doing it, he just knows that the pain feels oh so good. It makes him feel alive. It helps him know that he hasn’t gone completely numb. That some parts of him still have feeling left long after its left everywhere else.

Not that it matters anymore.

This probably wasn’t the best time or place for it, but he didn’t feel like there was a time or place for anything anymore. Everyone else had fell asleep a long time ago, and his dad had left for work, so he’d been left to himself. […]

5/7/2013 2 comments

woah wtf

by Chelsey 2/22/2013

written by Chelsey

What the fuck? The other day you were saying you loved me and how much i meant to you, you made me feel wanted, loved accpeted, you brought me out the dumps, my rock. But then things went wierd, you started to ignor me, so i message you “just asking but have i done something wrong?” and then his GIRLFRIEND replies from HIS phone, “This is his gf who thw fuck is tthis” and ofcourse im like, hisÂ girlfriend? he said he was single, why is she messaging me, he has my number, why is she asking? So i reply “Who is this” as in […]

2/22/2013 5 comments

To the cops who cruise this place

by Hofnii 2/3/2013

written by Hofnii

One of you contacted me by email yesterday.Â Kiss off.

AND FOR THE SINCERE AMONG US,some council.

When I took Accounting 101, I asked the instructor about cooking the books.Â His reply was, if he told me how it was done, he’d be instructing me in the commission of a crime, which is a crime itself.Â It wouldn’t matter if I ever committed the crime either.Â So, he couldn’t tell me about those things.

The study of cooking the books is called forensic accounting, it’s high lever class’s, and they certainly do teach students all about it.Â The legalese is you are learning how to recognize it.

Cops only […]

2/3/2013 4 comments

I just want to die

by 002247 1/24/2013

written by 002247

if i get a reply i guess i can leave a suicide note i have tried to kill myself but i want to die slowly and painfully for many reasons I wanna make sure that people could look at my body and tell a story im 14 im a vivodin and oxycodone addict i was a cutter and atempted suicide allready my mind is twisted and tainted my demons keep me awake i embrace death i welcome it

1/24/2013 2 comments

My best friend left me…

by somatic 1/20/2013

written by somatic

Yesterday I lost my closest friend. He just stopped talking to me, he won’t reply to me, and he usually replies really fast.
I know he hates me, but I don’t understand why.

He happens to be best friends with my worst enemy, and she tweeted indirectly “So glad he has finally seen your true colours”, but the thing is that I haven’t done anything that could make him angry at me.
He really liked me, and I don’t feel the same way about him, and when I told him that, he hated me, but then we sorted it out. He said he cared about me […]

1/20/2013 8 comments

Do You Guys Think I’m a Bad Person?

by FreakShow2 1/15/2013

written by FreakShow2

I go on this site, but none of my stories compare with the majority of posts here. I made aÂ poorly plannedÂ attempt, I wish I had gone through with it, et cetera, butÂ it makes me wonder, because there’s also that feeling of guilt when I am on here: What if someone kills themselves and I didn’t reply in time? What if I didn’t even try? I guess that’s the extremely selfish reason why I try to convince people not to kill themselves: I would feel too bad.Â Does that make me a bad person, and shouldI just hold that feeling in?

For the record, though, I lurk […]

1/15/2013 9 comments

Recovering, trying to find purpose?

by 1029 11/15/2012

written by 1029

So I’ve been suicidal for a long time, I usually get this way after someone has treated me badly and made me feel worthless. I attempted the first time when I was 17. I have been struggling for the past year and a half not to kill myself, I’m 24 now. Sometimes the urges were almost overwhelming.

For the first time in my life I started talking to my dad about how worthless I felt. He held me and I was able to cry for the first time in five months. I cried on him for five hours, cried so hard I broke out in fever […]

11/15/2012 4 comments

Time is ticking.

by jjgirl13 10/25/2012

written by jjgirl13

Does anyone else feel pathetic posting here? I do, every time I do.

Well, I’m past due. Way past my date of expiry. I have it set up that if I don’t reply to a text by the end of the day, the cops are going to come busting through my door. And the cops have done that already twice this year, it’d be too embarrassing if I were alive to greet them. Last time they came by, I had three of them stomping around in my room, snooping, while I stared at the traces of vomit that had dried up on the hardwood floor, hoping […]

10/25/2012 8 comments

My Life Story, I’ll Never Be Good Enough

by PainHiddenWithASmile 10/15/2012

written by PainHiddenWithASmile

I’m 19 years old and ever since I can remember, I felt rejected. My father did not show any love. Instead, he decided to have multiple affairs and leave me and my mother every night to satisfy his sick needs. How can he choose random females over his family?! I can remember one day trying to be involved in one of my fathers and older sisters conversations..he looked at me and told me to get away. Not having that love and affection from my father sent me out seeking it. At 11 years old I invited these 2 boys over which were friends but i […]

10/15/2012 2 comments

Letter to my Once called Hero,

by S18 9/16/2012

written by S18

We’ve been arguing continuously,if it wasn’t you who started it first,then it would be me.You said that we could make it right together,I said we couldn’t .But you insisted,so I chose to believe you.But..do you see what is happening now? You should’ve believed me and let me leave,so that you won’t get hurt anymore.Do you regret it now?

You’ve saved me when I was depressed and ready to leave this world behind,just by saying those words of encouragement and giving me hugs which you hated but did it anyway.But,are you doing it now? You began to show your disgust when I tried to embrace you.I got […]

9/16/2012 0 comment

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by imperfectluck 8/16/2012

written by imperfectluck

8/16/2012 7 comments

Lonesome sometimes (part 9)

by redisblue101 7/28/2012

written by redisblue101

I’d like to tell you guys that my friend came back to me with a understanding face and that we made time to work things out. I’d like to tell you that she stood up to her mom and that she gained some independence from her. I’d like to tell you that we’re still friends. But life isn’t always ideal, and sometimes not very kind to those who are patient. I will tell you guys one thing for a fact. I am really happy now.

And that I’m happy I’ve moved on from her. I’ve made some great new friends and have a wonderful boyfriend who […]

7/28/2012 15 comments

love?

by fakingit 7/22/2012

written by fakingit

so a few days ago. i here from my ex who ignored me for over a month. this is kinda secret since were a long distance thing, my parents say its not healthy to talk to him, well fuck u. so they took my itouch and cell away for either a looooong while or forever. so there goes private contact, so then we start e-mailing and after a week he ignores me for over a month, then wednesday im sure it was he e-mailed me. i was soo happy. then it wet to silence again. well earlier i was home for 7 hrs watching […]

7/22/2012 2 comments

so fed up

by recurrent depression 7/14/2012

written by recurrent depression

I’m just so bloody fed up! I’ve quit drinking, smoking weed and smoking cigarettes, these used to take me away for a bit from the heavy depression i’m now feeling all over. Today I got rid of my best friend once and for all because they were just bad for me and made me feel like shit most of the time.

Although I’ve done this, I now have no one as I don’t trust anyone and find it very hard to get close to anyone.

A friend of my family committed suicide a few months back and the damage they caused!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But I can’t help thinking how lucky […]

7/14/2012 2 comments

WOW

by NotAlone 7/5/2012

written by NotAlone

Last night i cried myself to sleep.I’ve been hurt so much.Being in middle school has not been the funnest of times because “my friends” bullied me so bad to the point i wanted to kill myself.I still remember that day and how i ran to a ditch and sat hoping somebody would kill me.But when that failed i did a pill overdose. That did nothing too. I prayed and prayed and prayed and asked god why he was doing this to me?! no reply. That same day i walked to my mom’s job as i do everyday.I walked onto her school campus,knowing in my heart […]

7/5/2012 2 comments

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