Things to be, things that are there, things to keep… They are the things that must exist. Because they stay unaffected by the evils of other things. They are like glass, even when broken, they keep shining. Â They are different for each person. They may not follow standards or fashion, only the person’s soul. So they don’t necessarily have to be material (like dreams). But what is certain is they are always the dearest, cherished ones. We cling onto them, never let go of them, and cry, when we lose them, or when they’re suddenly taken away from us. And even then, when they are […]
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Right Choices
I thought I had started getting over my depression, but now I just dont know. Im a senior in high school and I have no clue where I’m going for college, I keep screwing up everything I do and missing opportunities to become happy. Everyday I am looking back and regretting more and more. I feel as though there’s no right choices for me to make about my future and for the first time I am wondering if I should even try. I dont have a troubled childhood or anything like that in my past. Its like I’m just bad at life and I don’t […]
The unfairness of life has become unbearable, and so I need to end it.Â
My beautiful mother became ill, bed ridden for 7 years. The routine for taking care of her, was to clean her, feed her, even wiped her soil, everyday for 7 years. I was a 12 year old girl when it started. Then when I turned 15, I worked as a janitor just to put food on the table and buy medicines, hopeful that she would get better. But she didn’t, and died a withered shell of a person. Then, my father became ill too. The same thing happened for another 7 years. […]