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Rough Patch

Pathetic

by RIN 8/28/2013

written by RIN

Honestly its pissing me off and I really needed somewhere to rant and get out all these terrible ideas and thoughts out of my head.

Me and my boyfriend have been going through a rough patch with my trust issues and his past relationship. But I have been trying to put up with it for a long while. I mean, I do understand that we will things that the others left behind but saying the you have already got rid of it and lying to my face. It hurts. The reason why im just so incredibly angry right now is because I found naked pictures of […]

8/28/2013 2 comments

I’m Not Sure If This Counts

by Kurt Cobain 3/5/2013

written by Kurt Cobain

I’m a fourteen year old girl and I’m just not happy with my life right now. I have been selfharming for little over a year now on and off and some days I just want to commit suicide. My parents are going through a rough patch and I doubt they’ll make it through. I feel like I fail at everything I do. I have amazing friends who try to help but they don’t really understand. They tell me how much they’d miss me but I know that in a few years no one will know who I am. That doesn’t really bother me but I […]

3/5/2013 2 comments

This Week

by my-emotional-massacre 1/16/2013

written by my-emotional-massacre

This week has been a rough patch for me. Monday, I attempted suicide. At this moment I am sitting in a hospital bed. It smells like rubber gloves and the bed isn’t comfortable. The refuse to let me on my tumblr which consists of “too many triggers”. It’s apparently not healthy for me to be on there so often. Fuck that. Second of all, along with my whole suicide attempt, my arm has been revealed to my mom. My relapses over the past months are being thrown into her face. The cuts and raised scars I’ve hidden for so long are out in the open […]

1/16/2013 21 comments

The only reason I cant go through with it..

by ALLbeletsHAPPY 8/2/2012

written by ALLbeletsHAPPY

My mother. I know it would tear her apart.. Especially since shes going theough an insanely rough patch in her life. I juat couldnt cause her so muchMore pain. She deserves happiness and thats all I really want for her. I think yesterday would have been the day.. Oh mommy.. Why cant you just.. Idk not care? 🙁

8/2/2012 1 comment

We bleed, just to know we’re alive.

by michael93 5/31/2012

written by michael93

Its hard to put into words how much I truly hate every second of living on this earth. For reasons and forces unknown I wasn’t ever meant to be anything of value. my parents admit i was a mistake, not aborting me was an even bigger one. now im paying for their mistakes.

From kindergarten to highschool, I was always outcast. I was the kid that didn’t even get bullied because he was of lower social stature. which made no sense, I was nice. I always helped out and always tried to be a good friend. In all it was everybody’s fetish to use me for […]

5/31/2012 7 comments

by bethhwilkinson 5/28/2012

written by bethhwilkinson

this is really hard for me to post this.

i feel like i should. but I’m so nervous about even sharing it with people i will never know.

it started back when i was about 13. I felt really down. I didn’t really have any main friendship groups. I was having trouble with my family ad i just always had this feeling of being useless. I held a blade to my wrist. I wasn’t really sure what I was doing. I just felt like this was a way to make the pain seem real. and i still have scars there today 3 years later. This went on […]

5/28/2012 1 comment

Dear mom

by drowningagain 4/22/2012

written by drowningagain

Dear mom

How can you be surprised? After everything that’s happened over the last few years how can you be even be shocked that I’m angry with you? After everything I’ve gone through and all you could think of you! I neededmy mom and my dad to support me and you could only see yourself. I needed someone to hug me and tell me it was going to get better that this was a rough patch. You couldn’t be there for me and help me through my two weeks of hospitalization after trying to kill myself because how dare I try […]

4/22/2012 1 comment

Now or Later

by C1223 1/19/2012

written by C1223

What a joke. I actually thought my life would get better. Ha! The first time I really considered suicide was in 8th grade but, I talked myself out of it because I thought surely this was only a rough patch and things would get better eventually. The second time I seriously considered suicide was in 10th grade but I thought that maybe once I got out of high school, things would actually begin to improve. Maybe when I reached college I would finally start having the life I was supposed to have with friends that cared, guys actually liking me, independence, goals…Well, freshman year of […]

1/19/2012 3 comments

Suicide :(

by MjLover123 8/18/2009

written by MjLover123

Im 13 years old and ive been thinking about suicide for a while now .. my grandad passed away in april and i was a huge fan of michael jackson who died at the end of june .. i keep crying at the tragic things that have happend to me .. i want to end my life so i can rest forever instead of my friends mocking me and saying that im obsessed with michael jackson .. i cant even talk to my best friend about my suicide attempt because shel just get mad and think im being silly .. ive always wanted a child […]

8/18/2009 6 comments