No one sees what goes on inside my little world
No one looks haard enough to see a small and frightened little girl
They don’t want to know they don’t want to care
No one leans down to bruch back my hair
If i fall they just walk by, no one ever sees me cry
In my own little world small and alone a scared little girl out on her own
I fail at everything. I can’t even successfully take my own life. All I want is to die but I am too scared. I don’t want to be alone. I hate myself. I deserve to die alone but I am a scared little girl that can’t do anything right. For herself or for this world. I need to do this. I just don’t know how. Don’t want to be alone. Scared. Hating every minute.
Well… Here I am at 25. More confused than when I was 14…. Lost for 11 years. Wandering, somewhere out there alone. In a world full of trauma and pain. Not understanding where I am going, or even what I want to do. My father who was my best friend died in an accident. A month before my birthday. Right before Father’s day… My mother met an addict and decided that she wanted a different life. So when she got out of jail, she moved out of state and gave her children up to be wards of the state…
The rest of my family disappeared as […]
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