It is sad, when you think for just a little why, that she will be different. Everyone is all the same,though.
I have been hurt, and betrayed, and let down countless times.
I hate fucking life. I had a gun in my mouth last week, but I kept thinking, what if i go to hell, or the place after is worse. But i am in hell. This world is full of nothing good, just evil and ugly things. Would be good if we all died. Fuck happiness, fuck love. It means nothing to anyone. Love, it is a fucking word people use on a whim. Love is dead in this pathetic world. It is a giant parody of what life should be, and we are all li
ving in this hell. Atheism and abortion, over charity and religion. Selfishness over selflessness.
So pointless. I want to go away.