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Separate Lives

Empty

by sara23 2/2/2013

written by sara23

And bittersweet.

I wish I was 15 again. I wish I could replay my entire life over and maybe then I wouldn’t so depressed. So bogged down with all these “Should have”s.

I want to run away. I want to run from all of this that I’ve failed. Run away from the college I flunked out of. The boyfriend I can’t seem to shake, that loves me, but reminds me of a life I want so hard to forget. To erase.

I want to feel the SWEET in BITTERSWEET likeÂ I did when I was 15, and not just pain. I want to feel you and taste you […]

2/2/2013 2 comments

Love – Hate

by dreamboat12 3/19/2012

written by dreamboat12

I feel like dealing with not being loved is so much harder than dealing with an act of hatred or violence. I was molested as a child and beaten for years, but the scars that remain aren’t from those acts (which came from my brother), but from the fact that I never felt loved as a child by my father and brother. That’s the hurt that I have to live with and that has wrecked my self-esteem.

My father never did any fatherly things with me, like kick a ball with me, come watch me play, do homework with meÂ or anything like that… He always made […]

3/19/2012 3 comments