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Seperated

People just don’t get it…..

by Maddi 10/15/2012

written by Maddi

I’m so sick of people acting like they know me…. They don’t. They think they do but they don’t. And I really just need someone to know my story. Sometimes it’s comferting knowing someone has your story.

It started when I was 4…. my parents got divorced. When I was 5 my dog died… no big deal right? Wrong. I was 5, my dog was my best friend. When I was in 2nd grade me and my mom moved to Tennessee over the summer. I thought we were just staying for the summer. No. We were moving… To get away from my dad. Since […]

10/15/2012 3 comments

Its always darkest before the dawn right? Where did the fucking Sun go?

by Stoshua18 7/19/2009

written by Stoshua18

Well it’s been an interesting time in my life. I’ve spent almost 2 months of it in a mental hospital separated with a girlfriend of almost 3 years, mother of my third son who will be 2 tomorrow. Â Started a relationship with another woman who I have to say, I love dearly. Â I just don’t know what to do with myself anymore. I can’t bring myself to live a ‘normal’ life where I am a responsible adult and 9-5 and family one weekends. I left out in disability in December of last year about 3 months after FINALLY seeing a psychiatrist and being diagnosed with […]

7/19/2009 1 comment

Dans Rant

by overstayed 5/20/2009

written by overstayed

If you saw me , met me, got to know me,Â the last impression you would get from me would be of suicidalÂ tendacies and an evergrowing dependency on otc drugs for helping me sleep or feel good through through the day.Â Basically I am well mannerred well behaived outwoodly happy like socialble enoughÂ to make you believeÂ imÂ basicallyÂ — ok..Â Â Â Â However,Â I dont rememberÂ the last time I was happy. Infact I dont remember evenÂ if I ever was happy.Â I no how to pretend to appear happy.Â Thats not happy though.Â I have had friends. Good friends with families that have helped […]

5/20/2009 1 comment