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Euthanasia in Belgium and the Netherlands (and the debate surrounding it)

by Taf Taf 1/19/2019

written by Taf Taf

I must apologize in advance, because I’m going to put a lot of videos and articles in this post and it will probably occupy a lot of space on the starting page of this site (needless to say, feel free to write your opinions about euthanasia in the comment section).

https://theconversation.com/separating-fact-from-fiction-about-euthanasia-in-belgium-58203

Euthanasia in Belgium

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3748787/Euthanasia-tourists-rush-Belgium-free-lethal-injections-staggering-2-023-medically-killed-year.html

https://newsmavens.com/news/aha-moments/2088/belgium-fears-euthanasia-tourism

https://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/2018/12/24/brussels-denies-eu-rules-encourage-euthanasia-tourism/

And a PDF about euthanasia in Belgium:

Euthanasia practice in Belgium

1/19/2019 10 comments

Cat Stevens – Trouble

by Taf Taf 1/12/2019

written by Taf Taf

Lyrics:

Trouble, oh trouble set me free

I have seen your face and it’s too much, too much for me

Trouble, oh trouble can’t you see

You’re eating my heart away and there’s nothing much left of me

–

I’ve drunk your wine, you have made your world mine

So won’t you be fair, so won’t you be fair

I don’t want no more of you, so won’t you be kind to me

Just let me go where I’ll have to go there

–

Trouble, oh trouble move away

I have […]

1/12/2019 0 comment

It’s Really Too Bad (by Robert Crumb)

by Taf Taf 11/9/2018

written by Taf Taf

Taken from Robert Crumb’s Plunge Into The Depths Of Despair (1983)

And if […]

11/9/2018 0 comment

today

by retrospectivesuicidalepiphany 5/16/2016

written by retrospectivesuicidalepiphany

Normally I have some sort of poem, writing, or abstract art of words.

Today is different.

I’ve not spoke to her in 3 weeks. Last time was an argument over childish ideology.

When her ringtone started on my phone, I thought I was dreaming. I thought a cruel joke was about to ensue and drape me in yet another dissapointment.

I was right. The slight elevation of her voice rang a seldom felt and more distinct chord within my soul.

First was elation. Delight. Joy.

Last was the truth. The tragic truth of deceptions.
The voice of which I once had no other reason to wake up to, shattered my progress. […]

5/16/2016 2 comments

Reality

by DexQuietlyBreaking 5/2/2016

written by DexQuietlyBreaking

With those judgey eyes
they try to stare into our minds
but they never get past our
appearance.
They only believe what they
see and hear.
Anymore would take too much
effort.
Instead of talking with calmness
they simply yell with frustration.
If they actually listened, understood
we wouldn’t be like this.
Their blinded ‘perfection’ constantly
crushes our sad reality.
We are shattered
and they still hold the hammer.

5/2/2016 2 comments

Guilty Misery

by Alfred1688 3/8/2016

written by Alfred1688

As I try to remember the sound of your voice
I can’t help but wonder if we made the right choice
To let go the special bond that we used to have
To say goodbye to times that made us laugh
Now I sit here alone with guilt and regret
Tortured by the past that I cannot forget
Tormented by overwhelming misery
While Looking back at my decisions bitterly
I know we decided to go apart
But doing so shattered my heart
I have been trying to put it back together
But the important pieces are lost forever
Our lives will now never be the same
All this I have myself to blame
Unable to hold on what matters […]

3/8/2016 2 comments

Scared

by skittish 2/4/2016

written by skittish

My boyfriend physically hurt me during a fight a couple days ago and ever since I don’t feel safe around him. I’m 8 months pregnant and I’m thinking at this point the best option for us both is for me to just do it. I’m planning on doing it Monday I just keep getting sad about how my dad will take it and my therapist… I thought I had finally found a reason to live and to be happy I survived my first attempt 8 years ago… Only to have it shattered. I am going to write my goodbye letters this weekend. I wish I […]

2/4/2016 5 comments

My Husbands’ Suicide

by forever2004 12/31/2015

written by forever2004

It’s been 9months since my husband took his life. I’m broken, shattered, unable to move on. I go through the motions of living but I still feel it was yesterday when I found him lifeless. I think about leaving everyday. I am hopeless and helpless, I have no one to talk to or anybody that can understand how this feels. Maybe today is the day I need to leave this realm…

12/31/2015 20 comments

Little To No Hope Now

by GerbzBaby 12/10/2015

written by GerbzBaby

I had a very stressed week this week. With everything going on its made me feel more depressed than ever. I was hoping today would be different. My friend and I kind of planned on meeting up after work a few hours ago, but after I got a message saying he couldn’t stay. He had left for his other friends. My heart literally shattered when I read the message (and what made it worse is my feelings I have for him..). I could not believe it. I thought hanging out with him would raise my spirits, make me feel so much better. But no. He […]

12/10/2015 1 comment

Wet erasers

by No_one_care 12/6/2015

written by No_one_care

If i could erase all my flaws i would…not to be perfect but to be whatever they wanted me to be. I would fix my shattered heart. And i would erase my memory forget all the pain that been stomped into it.
I would let go all the hatred
I would smile just to make someone smile

12/6/2015 1 comment

Protected: Main Pyaar Toh Vadh Tainu Pyaar Karaa…

by daitya1989 11/19/2015

written by daitya1989

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

11/19/2015 3 comments

Alone Again

by Mike Rowedick 11/14/2015

written by Mike Rowedick

In a little while from now
If I’m not feeling any less sour
I promise myself to treat myself
And visit a nearby tower
And climbing to the top
Will throw myself off
In an effort to
Make it clear to whoever
Wants to know what it’s like
When you’re shattered

Left standing in the lurch at a church
Were people saying, My God, that’s tough
She stood him up
No point in us remaining
We may as well go home
As I did on my own
Alone again, naturally
To think that only yesterday

I was cheerful, bright and gay
Looking forward to who wouldn’t do

11/14/2015 1 comment

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by PandaMonkey0207 10/19/2015

written by PandaMonkey0207

All I ever wanted was to die. Those sleepless night I cried. As I watched my blood run down my wrist. He was the only one who made me happy. I pushed him away because of the pain. Now I’m watching form afar. Another girl in his arms. He smiles as he looks at her and I’m wishing it was me. My heart shattered. I’m all alone. I cut to stop the pain. I do it because I don’t want to feel. He always had my heart. I tried to love another but all I could do was think of him. My lover. The man […]

10/19/2015 1 comment

Ugh the pain is coming back.,,

by wndozh8er 8/31/2015

written by wndozh8er

last night I had 8 xanex, which mellowed me out, than today I had a 12 pack of natural ice. But I built up such a tolerance to everything that the highs don’t last long. I can’t stop thinking about what happened last night. All these hopes and dreams I had for that fake person just shattered me. How can one break a glass that’s already been broken? I hate this fucking bullshit.

8/31/2015 4 comments

Please

by Katki 8/18/2015

written by Katki

When all that you feel
Is sorrow
Empty
Unloved
And lonely

When colours all bleed
And everything
Dims
Greys
And fades

When your heart
Is beating
Once
More
And aches

What is the reason
To continue?
Can you die
From a shattered, broken soul?

I want to sleep – I want to cease
I never want to wake up again
Please, please – I should not be here

8/18/2015 1 comment

I was okay

by Sammi6xoxo 7/23/2015

written by Sammi6xoxo

For the first time in a while, I was smiling. It wasn’t fake. I was okay. I had found some form of peace. Then I made one crucial mistake. I went to see my father. Of course. I couldn’t just leave well enough alone, could I? Now I’m right back where I started. Like all of the progress I’ve worked so hard to make has shattered in front of me. It was only a matter of time, but damn.. So soon?

Fuck it.

7/23/2015 12 comments

One last thing to do

by disgusting 7/16/2015

written by disgusting

No matter how soon or how much more of this year I’ll see, I really want to do one more thing. I’ll have to buy another cheap tattoo kit like the one I had before and take the risk of attempting it with the hand I don’t normally write with. But I want “I’m not human” written on my arm. I at least want it known when I die what my main problem was and that sums it up. I took a chance earlier and put my soul crushing experience on a very public forum just to vent it out that yes I am hurt, […]

7/16/2015 1 comment

The Dream

by Katki 6/11/2015

written by Katki

I had the most beautiful dream – in it, I sat somewhere.. under a tree or on a bench – I’m not sure
A man sat next to me – I don’t think I knew him, or maybe I did – he slowly leaned over and kissed me ever so gently on the lips. The feeling that came over me was absolute love… there were no expectations, no sexual innuendos, nothing but pure, unconditional love. When I awoke – that kiss fresh on my lips – and found that it was a dream, my heart shattered into a thousand pieces. It was only a dream […]

6/11/2015 4 comments

Today..

by falling_soup 5/7/2015

written by falling_soup

today has been the longest of days. Yet the day isn’t even over yet. I feel very suicidal and alone. I do not see a point of me being here. I have been trying to do the best I can and no one gives a flying fuck. I am done done done. My suicide date is on Monday. I am going to attempt. Fuck you all for crushing and stomping on my heart when I needed you the most. I am sorry that I can’t be better. whats wrong with me and why can’t I be better! I am giving up on myself and what […]

5/7/2015 5 comments

written for my waifu 4 laifu

by ackerman 5/1/2015

written by ackerman

I’ll follow the trace of your breath’s exhale
down a river of gold with a shattered glass sail
I’ll visit lands of sapphires and lustrous ebony
to find the taste of ambrosia equal to your beauty

I’ll write poems with glass, in words melted with sun
and sing ballads of skies for the most beautiful one
your tears are the straw I will spin into stars
to become iridescent and celestial martyrs

blessed by the presence of a prophesied king
I’ll put perennial wax on your magnificent wings
let me embellish your body with invaluable jewels
to demonstrate my undying love for you

you’re a shimmering blaze of […]

5/1/2015 2 comments

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