Pretty self explanatory, isn’t it? She died in a car crash. There were two other people in the car, but she’s the only one that died. Now I don’t know what I’ll do. Dying’s out, that’d be a slap in the face to her memory. Right now I’m just broken and listening to songs that remind me of her. If you have any suggestions I’ll be happy to take them.
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She died
I’ve lost 2 relatives that I was close to, both times I was woken up in the middle of the night and told they died. I get so afraid to sleep, in fact one of my worst fears is that I will loose my very closest and dearest loved ones while I sleep. I’ve had nightmares that it has happened and I wake up sobbing. My aunt died and they woke me up in the middle of the night to tell me. I have been battling some depression and Monday felt like a good day for me. Then I find out this morning that not […]
My best friend died. We were hardcore drinking buddies. She was 26. I told her about my withdrawl nightmare (but it actually happened). She died with an old man, that she didn’t care about, but he bought her vodka. I guess I was the last one to talk to her. It took them four months yo let us know she died from withdrawls. I f!$@ing died from withdrawls. He found her cold, hands frozen in place, thats what he told me.
I wanted her to come here, maybe I could help her. Both parents dead at 17. She was a tough girl. He wouldn’t ler […]
I found out the other day that my friend died. I could not go there, i could not accept that she was gone forever. we are not really friends. I tried to be her friend, i tried to reach out for her but she would not let me in. I hate her. I hate myself, i should have tried harder, should have set aside myself and put her first so… She could still be here. I wanted to kill myself, i should have died with her so she wont be alone. I love her. I want her.
I can barely talk to you…
I can’t even say a word to you…
If I were to commit suicide.. you would be the main reason why I no longer want to be on this earth… open mother daughter relationship? Lol yeah totally.. we can’t even talk about the weather.. I hate u… your a *****.. thank you that I’m able to talk to u about being so depressed.. oh wait… I can’t.. because it’s “just a phase”.. a phase that’s been going on for a while.. thank you mom.. I love life so much.. I’m not sad.. I’m so hard working.. I’m gna be […]
She died… My sweetie, my friend. I loved her so much, just to have her around. Just the noise she maked, so I didn’t felt lonely. Just her presence. That I could talk to her whenever I needed, and she always listened. That I could hug her whenever I wanted, and she would just look at me with those little, cute and sweet eyes. She meaned so much to me, but now she is gone… She was so strong and she fought till the last second. I knew she wouldn’t live very long, but this was just too soon. I needed her in these hard […]