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Shitty Life

I want out of this shitty life

by bah 3/9/2014

written by bah

I never asked to be born. Â I never asked to be abused and treated lower than dirt. Â I never asked much of the world other than to be loved and to be treated like a human being. Â Am I not meant to have a decent life? Â A life that has happiness instead of endless pain and torment? Â The abuse is over, yet the scars forever stain my life. Â I would move on, but fate somehow has a way of piling endless misery my way. Â Is life just a cruel joke?

There are so many bad things happening to me, and I am too weak to fight […]

3/9/2014 4 comments

Shitty Life

by joshramsay27 3/6/2014

written by joshramsay27

Here I lay,

On my bed ,

Its my shallow grave,

Not deep enough to see my pain,

Dig a little deeper,

You’ll see it there,

Along with my soul that I left somewhere,

I hope you find what your looking for,

In this shitty life you need to close the door,

The public doesn’t need to see what I have become,

Because I am a girl,

With feelings just as strong,

Call me Mia,

I speak for us all.

3/6/2014 1 comment

A rant that’s even pathetic as a rant

by red_lily 4/25/2013

written by red_lily

I’m not suicidal ( I think). I don’t have a shitty life (from aÂ privilegedÂ family). I’m not a teen (no hormone imbalance).

Though, I do feel like a piece trash most of the time. (I know….you can call me a whinny ***** later)

I’m one of those people that no one will ever think to be depressed. I’m in university. I have a lot of “friends”. I have a loving and successful family. Yet I hate myself most of the time because as a single child to a very privileged family, I’m bloody mediocre and boring as a piece of white paper.

Most people around me often say I’m […]

4/25/2013 5 comments

Hi guys! I’m back.

by Engeltje 3/3/2013

written by Engeltje

Well, as you see: I’m back. In my last post I wrote that I had to take a break and I did. After that break of more than 2 weeks, I’m back again. But I have to say that I may not be very active at SP, because I’m feeling really worse. The last two weeks were kinda horrible. There happened too much to explain, it would be boring if I would tell it all (actually, this is a kind of excuse, because I can’t remember it ^^). My life nowadays is really though, I’m feeling like a huge mistake, worthless piece of trash. Feeling […]

3/3/2013 0 comment

depressed

by samanthas 2/9/2013

written by samanthas

15 years old and havin a shitty life im adopted my bio mom name is karen my bio dad michael left right after i was born i moved around alot my mom was always with abusive men and into sex drugs and drinking dcfs had to get involved when my mom was with this one man who physically abused me and shook me till i fell unconsciousness and i was only two years old i nearly died sometimes now i wish i did i was supposed to to me i sometimes think im gunna end up the exact same way as my momn middle school […]

2/9/2013 3 comments

Possessed.

by PennyroyalTea 11/30/2012

written by PennyroyalTea

When we feel love or something like that for someone, we learn to suffer and hate like that person.We feel what they feel and sometimes we feel more. My cousin, my sister, we’re all scapegoats in this family. I am the little rude *****, my cousin Laura is a stupid satanic slut with a shitty life because of her black painted nails. And Layla, oh, the poor Â little fat girl. She’s the destroyer and the devil, the sinner who ended our relative peace, because she tented grampa to sin and we all know he is a great man of God and that she is the […]

11/30/2012 4 comments

its time to overdose =[

by scared for life 10/30/2012

written by scared for life

i’ve been cutting again, my mum found out and guess what she said! i have no reason to do it im just calling out for attention… that’s what she said to me. how the hell do i not have a reason to do it! i’m dieing litterally heres y i do it…

im in pain

i have cancer!

no one cares about me

my lifes stuffed up

i get bullied

and im worthless

maybe i should end it right now, maybe i should stop fighting for my life. why should i have to suffer while no one cares about me.. am i left here to rott in this stupid hospital with a […]

10/30/2012 7 comments

Im Tired Of This Shit

by mapazita 11/26/2011

written by mapazita

umm hey my name is sasha … && i think im going through depression right now … Im 15 years old … And i think it all started when i was 13 years old and my mom took me away from my country peru to move into USA where my brothers lived. ( i think she mostly moved because of this dude she me and that she though she was gonna marry him ) so i left my father with cancer and i blame myself for this . After i turned 15 … On march 29th my father passed away . He was a really […]

11/26/2011 4 comments

I Plan but I don’t Execute

by bigred1221 6/25/2009

written by bigred1221

I’ve thought about committing suicide for the past year of my life.Â I’ve thought aboutÂ cutting my wrists but have decided that would be too bloody and painful.Â I’ve thought about jumping in front of aÂ Semi, but thenÂ I couldn’t do it because of the compassionÂ I felt for the poor sorry bastardÂ driving the truck.Â I’ve thought about shooting myself, butÂ the only guns in the house belong to my dad, and I sure as hell am not dying by embedding one of his bullets in my brain; he got me here in the first place, andÂ I won’t give him the satisfaction of knowing heÂ has succeeded in killing me […]

6/25/2009 3 comments

The Darkness Has Won

by si1966 3/25/2009

written by si1966

I dont know why i have joined this site.Where do i start ? The darkness has over come me now all my past has come out of me.I mean i was abused whan i was in childrens home at the age of 9 im now 42.It took me till the age of 37 to tell some one what had happed after several atemps to end my life about 5 years ago.I was told nothing could be done so again i was let down and had to hide it all again.My first wife and i split over all this ,yes we have kids .I remarried just […]

3/25/2009 2 comments