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Sidelines

I’m just so tired.

by dontknowwhattodo 4/25/2013

written by dontknowwhattodo

I’m a 17 year old girl, and I’m still alive. I suppose I should start off with the positives.

I was diagnosed with clinical depression a year and a half ago, and most of my friends know. I don’t have the energy to do any work at home, and at college I can’t concentrate and just keep having to go to the toilets and cry. I’m going to fail all my exams, I’ve accepted that, and for the moment I’m just trying to concentrate on staying alive. I want to drop out and get a job, but I would keep breaking down and crying there too […]

4/25/2013 18 comments

Fight Back.. Make your OWN choices

by Atlanta27 2/22/2013

written by Atlanta27

Dont sit on the sidelines.. its time to Fight back.. Ive always fought back..to prove i wont and dont have to put up with this..last option, Suicide if all else fails… your choice.. and its Always an option.. Keep fighting.. and if it comes to suicide.. then choose wisely..

2/22/2013 0 comment

Tomorrow

by Naturally_UnNatural 12/9/2012

written by Naturally_UnNatural

“Where you gonna be tomorrow? How’re you gonna face the sorrow? Where are you gonna be when you die?” -Tomorrow, Nikki Sixx

I was letting music play while I cut and this song came on.Â I know the song by heart, as well as the other songs on the album.Â Nikki Sixx is my hero.Â He’s helped me see that I’m beautiful, scars and all.Â I feel strong, even though I’ve been cutting.Â I fell to the ground and slammed my head on the floor.Â There’s a huge bump and bruise, but that’s my own fault.Â I shouldn’t have been standing and cutting at the same […]

12/9/2012 1 comment

we all fall…

by vannahtee 9/26/2012

written by vannahtee

i am turning 24 next month. i am a single mother. a college student and i work part time. i was an addict a few years ago and have turned my life around. i was raised by my grandarents. my mother is an addict. my father lives a wonderful life an hour away. i live in hell. i have rude grandparents as hard as it is to believe because grandparents are supposed to be nice they yell at me and tell me how lazy i am and how stupid i am how much of a b i am and how much of a sorry mother […]

9/26/2012 3 comments

waste of oxygen

by deanne 7/12/2012

written by deanne

I’m 36 years old, a bad mother, a worse wife.Â no job, no life, I finally got the storybook family and lifeÂ I always wanted, but now I have to sit by the sidelines and watch it go by.Â I’ve tried a total of four or five times now to get rid of myself over my lifetime, and I can’t even get that right.Â I am a useless, burden to my family.Â They would be better off without me and won’t even know I’m gone.Â I use to believe that I was here for a reason and that everything that I have gone through would mean […]

7/12/2012 3 comments

I’m Not Quite Sure.

by forrealzkaitlyn 3/22/2009

written by forrealzkaitlyn

Â I think it all happened in seventh grade. I met this wonderful girl, her name was Patricia. I first met her in drama class, she had brought this razor to class and was cutting up her notebook. All I could think of was the razor I played with last night cutting into my wrists again and again. I slowly fell for her, she didn’t even help me up. I was so near to telling her how I had felt, but she told me about this guy, they were going out and she was inlove with him. . . She tore my heart out, squised it […]

3/22/2009 2 comments