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Sincerity

Hate is my fuel

by TarotXIII 3/14/2013

written by TarotXIII

I hate my kind.

I hate their faces, their ignorant smiles. I’ve grown to hate them indisciminatly. What the fuck is wrong with those people? Hollow minds inside puppets made to walk with rotten strings. Let yourself fall into the bliss of mindless simplicity. Almost life a hivemind, brainwashed and seemingly happy with it.

Go with the crowd or fall with the trash.

I do not claim to be a saint nor have my 21 years of existence given me enough experience in the way of life, but is it just me or everything seems so twisted. What happened to sincerity, kindness, generosity? All those concepts are almost […]

3/14/2013 0 comment

How The Hell did I end up here!!!!

by samwisenomore 10/17/2012

written by samwisenomore

Ok, Let me first tell you, what prompted me to look up this website today, and vent out my frustration . I’ve been having suicidal thoughts for the past 3 years.

Having been a remarkable student all my life, something happened 3 years ago, that all of a sudden, you can even say, overnight, turned me into a loser! Its not a specific incident or anything, but I’d even move over to the occult and say I’ve been struck by bad luck. My performance academically started dripping, my concentration levels started dwindling, nothing that I wanted, even with all my sincerity and hard work, I got. […]

10/17/2012 5 comments

Tired

by TarotXIII 9/1/2012

written by TarotXIII

I’m geting really tired this ridiculous life. All I do everyday is turning my brain to off so I can run away from my pain. That’s the only thing that worked so far too. I can’t connect with anyone, can’t relate to anything and can’t find any worth in me. I’m tired of pretending I still want to do studies, tired of pretending everything is gonna get better. I’m sick of hearing the same lies everyday, sick of lying all the time. I can’t bare living among people who’d rather value greed, malice, and putting their kind down all the time. I’ve had enough of […]

9/1/2012 0 comment

Not My Normal Topic But Whatever

by subtle_bloodstains 7/8/2012

written by subtle_bloodstains

These half-said commitments
Shake under our feet
Unable to be trusted
With anything other than defeat

The moments of clarity
End much too quickly
With clandestine sincerity
And annihilated dignity

My head down, I walk away
Confused and shattered
Broken by another day

But if youâ€™d kiss me one last time
Iâ€™d never let your lips leave mine

7/8/2012 1 comment

I don’t know how to be

by Dashed 5/18/2012

written by Dashed

I don’t like the person I am anymore. I’m okay on some levels, but in close relationships I become a cold *****. I don’t know how to fix it, therapy hasn’t helped much with the issue. I’m stressed in general, but I guess I just get unhappy.

My boyfriend and I just broke up for the millionth time, what a huge surprise. I’d like to say that this was more his fault than mine but it’s probably pretty even. I’m a really difficult person to be in a relationship with. I’m not sure what to do about it. Truth be told, I feel weary all of […]

5/18/2012 0 comment

i’m here because i don’t know where else to go

by avapidspace 5/2/2012

written by avapidspace

i don’t know where to start. i’m 22 and to keep it perfectly honest i’m a beautiful, intelligent, upper class, white female. nobody thinks i have any problems… and if i do, they’re miniscule. it’s a lie. i’m living a lie. every cry for help that i make isn’t taken seriously because people can’t seem to fathom that someone who is so blessed could be so absolutely and incessantly depressed. i have been through every anti-depressant/bipolar medication, talked to countless psychiatrists/therapists/psychologists for the last 7 years… you name it, i’ve probably done it in hopes of pulling myself out of this never-ending rabbit hole that […]

5/2/2012 6 comments

i just don’t know anymore.

by pinkfade 4/29/2012

written by pinkfade

to begin, i don’t even know why i’m bothering to write here. desperation, i guess.

on the internet i broke away from communities, i got involved in some pretty nasty self-detrimental whole weight issue ones and though
that whole communal thing was great ultimately it just led to healthÂ deterioration. i kind of got out of it, i mean i’m still alive.
i’ve already tried once: to do that whole self-dying thing. it didn’t work. i woke up, rolled out of bed, and went to my eight hour shift/job at the time.
continued on as if it were a normal day. i didn’t think i’d wake up, […]

4/29/2012 2 comments