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Single Parent

I’ve got nothing to lose (20years down the drain)

by Urm8451n 6/11/2018

written by Urm8451n

For all my life, 20 years, I had dreams.

Those were 20 years of hopes, of good will, of hard work, of wanting something.

I had a reason for everything I did, I had something to go toward to.

Today at around 12:00, I just crashed. God if you are there, please beware – I’m broken God.

I’m completely shit-broken, I have such an abdominal pains that I can’t run anywhere, and my mom is dealing with her horrible cancer alone. I’m in the university and I lost control. I can’t help her beside talk or try to convince her to move on. I can’t help financially cause I […]

6/11/2018 2 comments

i can”t do this anymore

by mark1979 6/5/2013

written by mark1979

i found this site by accedent. i am 34 single parent that has lost everything exept my child. found something to hold me up and now i am loosing that to and i havent been coping and dont think i can cope anymore. the crying, the pain just won’t stop. it is now wensday i haven’t slept since fryday.Â every one tells me to hang on God will make it all beter. when is he going to do it when i sit with a pistolÂ placed and cocked behind my ear. plus everyone thinks they know what i am going throu, but its not them going throu […]

6/5/2013 7 comments

by raskolcp 1/4/2013

written by raskolcp

For ten years I’ve messed around with my brain.Â I was never happy and I’m still not.Â I’ve lost almost everything that matters.

Last night I woke up screaming. I was asleep, had JUST fallen asleep, and in my ‘dreams’ I was talking on the phone when I had a seizure. It felt so real. I fell forward, unable to reach the phone just staring at it. Finally I screamed. And that woke me up. This happens all the fucking time.

I laid there and I realized, the dreams really aren’t that bad. Even that terror that I feel at the last minute before the screaming wakes me, at […]

1/4/2013 6 comments