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Sister In Law

Six Days Left.

by GonnaDie19 8/14/2013

written by GonnaDie19

Last night I posted this video Â http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9OpaekXGWPc. I plan to let you all know about my last week here on earth.

Today, I mostly slept. I feel unbelievably tired. Almost like I felt when I took overdoses in the past. It’s weird. I went for a walk around the town where I live but I’m scared of others. What are they thinking? Why are they looking at me? I feel I’m there physically but spiritually I’m not there fully. It’s like I’m floating around. In four weeks I’m supposed to get a nephew… today I found out my sister in law is being induced Wednesday. […]

8/14/2013 22 comments

Contemplating Death

by xven45 4/28/2013

written by xven45

Let me start this off by saying that I donâ€™t have a bad life. I have two loving parents. I have a brother, a sister, and a sister in law who all love me. I also have a niece and many aunts, uncles, and cousins who love me. Yet, I still feel alone. I feel like nothing I do matters. I feel like Iâ€™m drowning in the ocean and every once in a while I catch some air, only to be forcibly dragged back down into the current.
I am not a horrible looking person but I refuse to live the â€œsocial normâ€ that people […]

4/28/2013 4 comments

It Doesn’t Hurt

by unstuckone 3/14/2013

written by unstuckone

It doesnâ€™t hurt to grow up poor. It doesnâ€™t hurt when your daughter is born with medical problems. It doesnâ€™t hurt not being there when your father died. It doesnâ€™t hurt not being there when your step-father died. It doesnâ€™t hurt when you sacrifice happiness for duty. It doesnâ€™t hurt having your dog put down. It doesnâ€™t hurt not being there when your grandmother died. It doesnâ€™t hurt not being there when your â€œotherâ€ mother died. It doesnâ€™t hurt not being there when your uncle died. It doesnâ€™t hurt when you sacrifice happiness for others. It doesnâ€™t hurt watching others destroy what you built. It […]

3/14/2013 0 comment

my life

by bigsby01 9/29/2012

written by bigsby01

this is my story its kinda long but hear it goes will I’m 19 my life isn’t hard. but I’ve been bulled ever since i can remember just because I’m dyslexic doesn’t mean I’m stupid. i can control this i was born like this i know i spell things wrong you don’t have to point it out to every one in the class. also the teachers make it feel like its my faultÂ if i don’t come to them and ask them to spell check every thinks. I’m so sick of asking for help i want to just do it on my own for once […]

9/29/2012 6 comments

I’ve had it with this damn double vision, My hand’s swollen, I can’t keep holding on, My heart’s sinking and stuck in deadly rhythm, I can’t fake it, I can’t, can’t brush it off….

by Nat.... 1/21/2012

written by Nat....

ok,Â So that guy started talking to me again last night, he wanted to do it again. But i made up excuses like i wanted to do but had other things to do and i had to go….

And then today on facebook, One of his friends who he told about our past actions asked me this….’answer this question honestly ok? â™¥Â if i offered to shag you 😉 what would you say? ;)â™¥’. I couldnt believe it…. I feel so dirty and used.

And all of that just added to yesterday, my dad didnt even say […]

1/21/2012 76 comments

I’m just a bastard child don’t let it go to your head I’m just a waste of your time, maybe I’m better off dead They turn us loose in the night, I’m fucking Jekyll and Hyde We’ll have the time of our lives although we’re dying inside….

by Nat.... 1/16/2012

written by Nat....

so…. Today I stayed with behind to talk to Mr Gregory, a popular venting choice of mine.
Anyways I told him about being suicidal and my intended plans…. Naturally he told me not to do it, and he went through what might happen once I had gone through with my plans.
Why does everything he says always makes perfect sense….
I still feel like going through with it, i only know a few things about my final choices.
Date: Monday 23rd January 2012 .
Time: I don’t know….
Method: Again, I don’t know….
I just know that I want this all to be over, I […]

1/16/2012 7 comments