Sat in the corner of my room with a blade, and counted all the things I doubt,
Probably not the best solution, just had to try it out.
Turns out it’s not the smartest idea, now with all the cuts down my arm,
Just goes to show how fucked up the world is, can you see its doing harm?
I’m the kid you shouldn’t worry about, I’m too destroyed to care,
But look at reality and open your eyes, life is cruel and unfair.
We can’t turn to anyone so the only way out is six feet down,
We’re dropping like flies, cause nobody listens […]
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I’m bad at being a person, I’m bad at being alive. I’m bad at being worth it, heck, I can’t even survive.
I’m good at being a fuck up, i’m good at being sad, i’m good at having no luck, i’m good at being bad.
there are voices, and they yell, all the choices, and stroies they tell. there are demons, In my soul, and they eat me, they eat me whole. there are tears, streaming down, filling an ocean, i hope I drown. There is blood, spilling out, I really pray that, I’m not found.
I’m bad at giving love, I’m bad at giving hope, i’m bad […]
Hi all, I am 17 years of age and is so closet to finishing highschool but I just don’t want to live and I don’t know why. I have been trying hard to find a purpose, or a joy, or anything to destory that want of death , for the three years that this lack of feeling appeared but nothing is working anymore. There is nothing eles I can turly change anymore, when you are six feet two, black female and as realistic as me … You become numb to the illusion of dating of marriage-it’s impossible- but that’s not why I amm depressed […]
Catch your breath darlin,
catch your breath,
Cause you’ll need it when you feel down.
Catch your breath darlin’ catch your breath,
cause you’ll need it when your six feet underground
you’ll need to store up for death….
so darlin hold your breath
hold your footing, and don’t you move.
hold your footiing, and just be you.
Hold your footing and don’t you move,
hold your footing,
when your in a mood.
Hold your footing, hold your footing,
even when they start pushing.
Don’t loose your edge darlin’
Don’t loose your edge.
Hold it when your on the ledge.
Keep strong darlin,
now you keep strong.
Hey there,
I’ve been at a low point for many years (and since I’m 17 that’s a lot)
I was heavily bullied, I had suffered home abuse and loss, I self harmed, my grades were dropping drastically. I had a trunk load of self hate, saw no way out.
I attempted on January 2012, I failed, obviously. Though things looked up, the day out of hospital I found a new girlfriend.
5 months later, I ruin things, she can’t deal with my problems. She leaves me after I have a mental breakdown. Weeks later she sleeps with my Friend/Brother. I survive these next few months, barely.
Now 7 months after […]
I just wanted to take a break from reading and writing and say thank you to everyone on this website because without you I’d be six feet under by now, but you guys have given me hope. So, Thank you all.
I’m sitting outside the hotel.
I don’t want to go in there.
It’s only a class reunion,
But what if they stare?
Twenty-five years ago,
Did they really even know me?
Will they remember the pain they caused?
Did they even see?
I tried not to let it show.
I had to stay strong,
But with their mean words and actions,
I was almost gone.
It’s a miracle I’m still here.
It’s a miracle I was found.
Hanging by a thread,
Close to six feet underground.
I haven’t seen anyone in forever.
Last they knew I was in rehab.
Doctors wouldn’t let me go back.
A better life, they wanted me to have.
So I couldn’t be around them.
Not anymore.
They didn’t know when I left
That […]
My world is sinking in
Ankle-deep
And skin, too thin.
Trapped in solitude,
Surrounded by multitudes,
Misunderstood
Left unprotected,
Left too corrected.
Caught in a dream world,
Not here, not there.
Nowhere.
Bullet in my head,
Swinging from a tree,
Buried six feet under,
Why won’t she die?
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Ripped and broken,
Torn a sunder,
With a heart like hers,
It’s a wonder.
Let her wander,
In the desert,
Through the mud,
There is no water,
Only sun..
Breaking chains,
Breaking free,
Still feel bound,
To every day.
Breaking hearts,
Broken mind,
Breaking promises,
Need to unwind.
Breaking faces with fists of iron,
And suffering the consequences
From whence they burn.
Time to sleep,
Time to die,
It’s better than this,
Unable to cry.
Foundering in my thoughts,
Left to think,
It’s a crime,
To plot to murder yourself
For less than the dime
You found in your wallet,
Hidden in […]
Here are some songs that I can relate to when I’m feeling depressed and suicidal.
Please leave a comment with your own suggestions so we all have something new to listen to!
Coming Apart (This video was loosely based on the story of Kevin Hines, a young man who jumped from the Golden Gate Bridge)
Coming Apart Music Video. – YouTube.
Water Under The Bridge – Red Hot Chili Peppers
Because I attempted suicide, I really like the lyrics – “I don’t ever wanna feel like I did that day”
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Us-JodA2YcY
Gorilla Zoe Featuring Lil Wayne – LOST
“I’m losing my mind, […]
Why cry now
You never noticed me before
It’s too late now to claim you care
I’m six feet under
Silk-lined box and all
I banged and banged to get your
attention
But you never heard me
Never paid attention
Now that I’m gone you wonder
What you could have done
Well you could have done everything
you never did
But now you can start by walking
away
I’m no longer here
Don’t cry a tear
Because I no longer live in fear
I took your pain
And protected you
You never once thought that I needed
you
You weren’t there before
I don’t need you now
So please just walk away
Without a single tear
Because you never truly cared
Don’t fake it today
My body crashes like a broken wave. I thought the cutting and thoughts if dying were over. They fased away slowly. Then rose like the sun breakin the morning air. Someone needs to help me,be there for me, see my pain. They need to see it before it’s to late. Before I’m lying in a wooden casket six feet underground. Before I pull the trigger. Before I tie the knot around my neck. Before it’s to late to care.
i have it good compared to others but i go and try to screw it up the first chance i get
by emily25
written by emily25
I am such an idiot! I see that something is finally going right, then I screw it up! I hate myself. This isn’t me. It’s not who I am. It’s wrong. I know it is wrong. I feel so guilty! Why did I do this? I know what the outcome will be. I have this small doubt still. Somehow It will work out. What if it dosn’t?! What if I lose the few people I have just because I had to say a few things like that?! I know how wrong it is. How wrong I am to do so. What the hell is wrong with […]
Don’t bother trying to save me
Just let me be
I don’t need you anymore
So please shut the door
And walk away
I’ll see you again someday
I know it’s dumb
But IÂ wanna be numb
I’m tired of hurting for you
So sick of trying, too
I’m sick of trying to hold on
When all hope is gone
I’ll let it all go tonight
I’ll give up the fight
The stains on my shirt
This addiction to hurt
I can’t take it
I’m weak and I hate it
The blade at my wrist
IÂ just can’t resist
I’m weak and I hate it
The blade at my wrist
I […]