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Slashes

3 months. 12 days.

by Charlotte 5/9/2013

written by Charlotte

first off, i just want to say that this may be provoking. sorry.

i have brunt myself, i have severly bruised myself, i have aerosol bruised myself. but i havent cut in over 3 months.

i used to be almost happy about my cuts. sometimes i would look in the mirror and smile at my pale thighs covered in red slashes , but other times i would stay up for hours at night crying into my pillow wishing they would dissapear. now im neither. the scars are starting to fade, but i know that i will have a constant reminder of my type of addiction

it feel like […]

5/9/2013 0 comment

Words are hard.

by Faithless 3/31/2013

written by Faithless

Bitter, broken dearest
Can only sullenly repeat
How hurt she is, the pain she feels
Like babe suckling at teat

Slashes at her wrists
Like a toddler with a knife
Yet expects you to acknowledge
The hell that is her life

Tis the ones just like her
That leave me only silence
The ones that are those proud to wear
Their suicidal violence

Yes your pain is justified
And your wounds are real, I’m sure
But witnessing your selfish acts
Makes me want no more.

They drove me to ignore
The hands, the words, the plea
Bitter, broken darling
I blame you for losing me

3/31/2013 0 comment

Screaming!

by aclyburne 3/31/2013

written by aclyburne

I have been on this site for about a month now. Â I have read a lot of posts and commented on some. Â Meanwhile I struggle more and more everyday. Â I feel like I am screaming please help me but all I hear is things like “you’ll feel better when the spring comes”, or “you’ll feel better when you get back to work”. Â A little background, I have been off work for 3 years because I was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia. Â I have told my psychiatrist that I am feeling depressed, eating and sleeping too much but even he doesn’t understand how much I am struggling […]

3/31/2013 5 comments

I hate myself

by rawr4 8/3/2012

written by rawr4

Everyone says love yourself but I can’t. I hate myself. I look in the mirror and I see ugly and horrible. I made a lot of mistakes in my life, but that one night went too far. I lost the person I really like and my friend you talked me into it but when i did it you got mad you knew i was drugged . I hate myself. It shouldn’t have happened. But it did. Now i look in the mirror and I see skin and bones and slashes through out my body. I hate myself. Everyone is right, I shouldn’t be here. I’m […]

8/3/2012 2 comments

Razors

by Nothin2Live4 4/25/2012

written by Nothin2Live4

As the razor slashes deep

Every cut unique

Blood pours to the floor

And I hurt no more

4/25/2012 0 comment