In the past few months I slipped into a deeper than my usual constant state of depression and decided ‘that’s it, either I die or I stop living like this.’
I went to my doctor for sleeping problems and was prescribed Trazadone. It’s made me improve a noticeable amount, at least with sleep. I thought maybe I could get better, but what do I look up tonight? I want to kill myself. A third of my life’s been shadowed by depression and I’m tired. The second I got the prescription to the pharmacy I was looking up overdosing on it. Would I be easy, would […]
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Sleep Forever
This song is a personal favourite of mine, one of my favourite Portugal. The Man songs actually. It’s off the album In The Mountain In The Cloud and you can read whatever you want into it, but it seems pretty obvious to me…