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Smoke One

Ashes to ashes

by lostchild445 7/22/2012

written by lostchild445

Kill the lights because
The shows all over
And realize that
My time is up
The stage is set for
My own death
A suicide written by me

The pain of yesterday
Haunts me today
And I can’t live to see tomorrow
When all I know is hate
Disappear today andÂ
Leave the world to sway
In it’s cycle again

The list so long
Of things I’ve done wrong
Stapled to my note
Will show the world whyÂ
I deserve to die
All that’s left is to choose
Which method will remove
My spirit from my body for good

One last cut
One last smoke
One last glass […]

7/22/2012 1 comment

Getting shittier by the minute ..and there are TOO MANY MINUTES

by Improperemphasis 2/28/2012

written by Improperemphasis

Where is the bottom, exactly? I’ve been searching for a long time. I sift through the mud at the bottom of this wretched ocean, groping for that metaphorical rock bottom which so eludes me. Every day I find myself digging more desperately than the last, performing pitiful acts of self depreciation, drilling deeper, or perhaps further, in an uncertain direction.

(A cig a day.. eventually, a pack a week.. now a pack a day.. these things take far too long to do the dirty. MAY AS WELL GO SMOKE ONE RIGHT NOW)

I hoped that I would be smothered down here. Or, that some mysterious sea creature […]

2/28/2012 2 comments