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Never Loved

by Thanatos.Nykthos
written by Thanatos.Nykthos

Looking to golden lights, disoriented by gossamer affection

You never loved me- lie no more. Leave me or love me, I shan’t stand for your façade any longer. I see truth, I knew from the genesis of your sin, it held no virtues.
You called my light delusion, and you called my patience an unchecked ego. When I spoke clearly at last, your shell crumbled, you held no quarter to the lies before which you had brought forth against me. You say it “I love you not, I care nothing for you however you shall live.” And so it was laid plain.

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Cat Stevens – Trouble

by Taf Taf
written by Taf Taf

Lyrics:

Trouble, oh trouble set me free

I have seen your face and it’s too much, too much for me

Trouble, oh trouble can’t you see

You’re eating my heart away and there’s nothing much left of me

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I’ve drunk your wine, you have made your world mine

So won’t you be fair, so won’t you be fair

I don’t want no more of you, so won’t you be kind to me

Just let me go where I’ll have to go there

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Trouble, oh trouble move away

I have […]

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Gary Clark Jr. – When My Train Pulls In

by Taf Taf
written by Taf Taf

 

Lyrics:

 

Everyday nothing seems to change

Everywhere I go I keep seeing the same old things

and I, I can’t take it no more

I would leave this town, but I,

I ain’t got nowhere else to go

–

Wake up in the morning to more,

more bad news and I

sometimes I feel like I was born to lose and I,

It’s driving me out of my mind

Gonna catch the next train and I

move on down the line

–

I’ll be ready now

I’ll be […]

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The Pretty Things – Loneliest Person

by Taf Taf
written by Taf Taf

 

Lyrics:

You might be the loneliest person in the world

You’ll never be as lonely as me

Yes, you might be the loneliest person in the world

You’ll never be as lonely as me

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All the sky it seems dark

As I’m walking through a park

But the face it is too bright to see

Or the sun might rise high

On an orange kind of sky

But the day it seems too dark for me

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Yes, you might be the loneliest person in the world

You’ll […]

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Erased (Isle of Solitude)

by WanderingDreamer91
written by WanderingDreamer91

Erased (Isle of Solitude)

(Anime/Manga)

“I want to go to an island that has no pain or sadness.”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X-1Qhd87tdo

(Length: 1m, 5s)

Sorry for being one big otaku, talking a lot about anime and games and stuff. ^^; But it’s all still sort of relevant, as their pretty dark and sad… Plus one user (Agnostic Angel I think) was talking about Celeste and put the “Fun and Interesting” tag to it, so I thought I would to. :p

 

Who knows, maybe you’ll find all the things I share like a hurt/comfort […]

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The Madman

by Taf Taf
written by Taf Taf

Wouldn’t it be better if everyone of us could live in his/her own unique madness?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F7YEVP4r2ok

 

Lyrics:

Leave the madman in his madness

And don’t try to bring him to his senses

You don’t know what is hidden

Inside the mind of a madman

–

He might find in his madness

Everything he has desired

And wasn’t able

To see and to obtain

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Leave the madman in his madness

Leave him in his dream

He’s been sick and tired of this world

And he created one of his own

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Love

by reba2013
written by reba2013

 

Been a while since I vented to my fellow suicidies. Thankfully, I haven’t been feeling so suicidal lately– but I still feel mentally unstable. I guess most of the reason for my mental stability has been my comfort in solitude and repetition. As much as the repetitive drag of everyday seems to weigh me down, I’ve felt quite anchored in it.

A few days ago I received the ominous “hey” text from an ex boyfriend. My repetitive reality has been temporarily shattered. It’s been almost a year since I last spoke to this ex boyfriend. I’ve been through a couple stages: When is he going to […]

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Confused

by setton
written by setton

My mind tries to understand why things happen and say “there was a reason for that”. However it is simply an excuse, as if my mind is trying to make reason out of the shit that happens to me. It doesn’t take long for me to realize what’s going on, this defense mechanism isn’t very efficient once I’ve realized what it’s doing, but it doesn’t stop it from trying.

I can’t function under stress, any kind of stress. It isn’t even a big deal, I’m just unable to deal with stress. Even if it’s a tiny obstacle in my life, it becomes such a great deal […]

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a private message made public

by afakenickdrake
written by afakenickdrake

i am in pretty bad shape too man….i can feel you and see how many you and me there really are, imagine the total grief and helplessness and hopelessness in this world man, it is enough to be a world in itself, maybe that is what hell is. maybe hell is the collective weight of all peoples’ failed aspirations, expectations and dreams, maybe hell is the all weighty almighty DREAM that was never chased. it just lies there, emptying slowly, its mass and thickness invading all that comes in its way, it comes inside you and me thijs, through the nose, close your eyes all […]

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Death In Solitude

by Ichise8
written by Ichise8

“I don’t understand why we must do things in this world, why we must have friends and aspirations, hopes and dreams. Wouldn’t it be better to retreat to a faraway corner of the world, where all its noise and complications would be heard no more? Then we could renounce culture and ambitions; we would lose everything and gain nothing; for what is there to be gained from this world? There are people to whom gain is unimportant, who are hopelessly unhappy and lonely. We are so closed to one another! And yet, were we to be totally open to each other, reading into the depths […]

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Emotions

by sbkstep43
written by sbkstep43

Hearts beats together as one

Brown eyes stare

Hand shivers at your embrane

Knees weaken

What, Why is this happen

Tears falls

A silent mumble

Falls slowly to the ground

Will you be there to lift me back up

No no you wont

These emotions, these feelings

Of solitude , of loneliness has overcome me

No clue nor understanding

What do you want of me

I am dead , cold ice cold

These emotions have caused murder

I died in solitude and alone

 

 

Hand-written 🙂

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A little bit of me

by pepperpep4
written by pepperpep4

Pain overriding any rational thoughts
only feeling what I want most not too
Churning in my stomach, and burning in my chest
How did this happen, I ask
Only to be reminded that there is no explanation
No concrete answer to the question I’m seeking
I just have to accept what is.
Accepting a reality of isolation, loneliness and solitude
Feeling imprisoned by my own being
Trapped in a world I can’t escape
Following me wherever I go.
My mind plagues my every thought
The inner bully condemning every part of me
Ruthless, harsh and callous
Never stopping with its relentless bashing.
Only sleep gives […]

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DaRk

by Nothin2Live4
written by Nothin2Live4

Like a candle that disipates
into the velvety darknesss
of solitude,
I am smoothered by an unseen hand.

And the darkness
is like a fog
that rolls in off the sea and never leaves

Can anyone see me?
Can anyone hear my cries?

Or will I fade unnoticed
like a candle;
in the dark.

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Solitude is beautiful…(this is purely a rant…)

by OddOneOut
written by OddOneOut

Right now, things seem to be getting better. I’m able to go on without my razor as much, I can enjoy music like I used to, laugh purely because I want to, not feel that pain that can’t be explained somewhere within my heart…

But that will all change when school starts again. When I have to rejoin the real world, and see it for what it is. When it presses itself against my face – when reality comes back to wake me from my dreamworld that I created to protect myself – It will all be as it were. I’ll be cutting again, empty, emotionless […]

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Selfish Wishing

by Disheartened
written by Disheartened

Here I stand, in front of the mirror once more. The disgusting creature standing before me is not me, not the me I ever wanted for myself. Unmotivated to even live my life anymore I see the imperfections of the body, the lies behind my eyes. I am not the type one would imagine to have such thoughts, I am the cheerful one, the intelligent one, the kind hearted soul. Even as I smile at myself I see the lie, the deceit behind the sweet gesture. I want so much to be saved by my lover, the man I have given everything to, but only solitude awaits me. I […]

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can’t stand solitude ?

by truthbetold
written by truthbetold

humans are selfish to varying degrees ..

self-interest motivates their actions more than often

if people feel like they can relate to you (a reminder they aren’t alone) or think there’s sthg to gain from knowing you

(laughters, ego stroke, money, sex, social exposure etc)

then they’ll bother to know you .. there’s something in for them

if your attitude says: “I really need someone to notice me .. anybody !!!

I’m dying over here and my complaints are pretty much all I have to offer”

the majority won’t care till you’re dead .. very unfortunate but true

create in others the desire/drive to know you

get them to believe this: (s)he doesn’t (really) […]

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Nothing Left to Break

by Nephilim_Sancti
written by Nephilim_Sancti

My world is sinking in

Ankle-deep

And skin, too thin.

 

Trapped in solitude,

Surrounded by multitudes,

Misunderstood

Left unprotected,

Left too corrected.

 

Caught in a dream world,

Not here, not there.

Nowhere.

 

Bullet in my head,

Swinging from a tree,

Buried six feet under,

Why won’t she die?

 

Ripped and broken,

Torn a sunder,

With a heart like hers,

It’s a wonder.

 

Let her wander,

In the desert,

Through the mud,

There is no water,

Only sun..

 

Breaking chains,

Breaking free,

Still feel bound,

To every day.

 

Breaking hearts,

Broken mind,

Breaking promises,

Need to unwind.

 

Breaking faces with fists of iron,

And suffering the consequences

From whence they burn.

 

Time to sleep,

Time to die,

It’s better than this,

Unable to cry.

 

Foundering in my thoughts,

Left to think,

It’s a crime,

To plot to murder yourself

For less than the dime

You found in your wallet,

Hidden in […]

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Just waiting

by Angelsilhouette
written by Angelsilhouette

I’ve been going through the motions for a few years, now.  Living on autopilot, mostly.  I occasionally do something nice for myself; traveling to China and Europe and getting a new car and cool new toys.  Sometimes that makes me forget.  Sometimes it makes me question my decision.  It always fades, though, and the reality always returns to embrace me and remind me why.  I always smile and accept, too; death is a light at the end of my tunnel.  I look forward to it, but it is something I cannot allow myself to have just yet; I am still needed.  There is someone very […]

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