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Losing It

by livingstars 2/3/2013

written by livingstars

I haven’t posted here in a while. School among other things has occupied most of my time, but I feel I need to post here.

Everything is slipping away. I’m so young, yet I’ve given practically all my youth and childhood away. I’ve been so wrapped up in trying to grow up and now I just want to turn back the clocks.

I’ve been having to do and see things I’d never thought I would at only my age. I won’t go into specifics, because in all honesty I’m not quite ready to admit them to myself, let alone anyone else… But I’ve strayed so far from […]

2/3/2013 0 comment

Imagine the peace

by sb123 12/30/2012

written by sb123

Hello, I am a 16 heats old boy from norway. I have during the past year been wondering on wether or not my life is worth living. I have all my life been interested and engaged inÂ looks and beautyÂ stuff (I am 100% straight). i just care how i look. lately, the last year i have been bothered with my looks. i wont go into specifics because that is not relevant. I simply cant imagine myself living a life as the person I am. when i look around i can hardly find anyone id rather not be. im not extremely ugly, many or some might find […]

12/30/2012 1 comment

sacrificing my death for life? ugh this hurts.

by NotReallyHereAtAll 7/10/2012

written by NotReallyHereAtAll

My plan for a long time has been pills and a letter left behind for my family. I’ve never had any specific date and I’ve never known what to take or the dosage or anything like that. I have never gone into specifics with the plan. I don’t know, maybe that’s a sign?
Thing is, every time I come close to figuring out the specifics, something comes up and gets in the way of the plan for a while. Things like my best friend needing me and me knowing that I need to be there for her because she needs a proper family even if […]

7/10/2012 2 comments

I’ve written a novel…

by vedura 1/31/2012

written by vedura

I’m a long term suicide survivor.Â I know how hard it is and how it feels to want to die.Â So I’ve written a novel about a girl who goes down that path and ends up in aÂ hospital, like I did, and actually gets help.Â When I present it at writer’s groups, they don’t understand why the girl wants to die just because the love of her life dumped her.Â Geez.Â These people must haveÂ robot “stable emotions,” like saw dust instead of guts.Â It’s never just one thing but sometimes it takes just one more thing to push a person over that edge.

The […]

1/31/2012 10 comments