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misery=life

by my heaven is your hell 7/4/2013

I am on seaside with my family.Only my mom saw my cuts on legs and arms but she didnt tell father,i told her not to.Because i promised her that i stopped self harm.And i did stop but the will is still here.I ignore it.I have bf ,and fisrt time in life i think love does exist.I love him,he loves me,our love is strong,he keeps me alive,he is giving me reason to live .He kisses scars on my skin,he try really hard to help me.

But today i snapped.I just broke.I run to the sea ,jump in in,and tried to drown myself .Nobody was watching,i could do […]

7/4/2013 7 comments

My drug story.

by Esila 4/21/2013

written by Esila

Drugs. That’s what caused all this. There is lump in my throat telling me i dont think anyone will truly understand theÂ absolute s**t it does to you, but who knows. So here is my story..

*Note* I am deeply ashamed of this, and i try to forget about it as much as i can. (i have not re-read this because it was hard enough writing it, im sorry about any spellingÂ mistakes)

Grade nine was my first year of school ever (i was home schooled) so walking in the doors of that high schoolÂ healed a lot more then desks and teachers, it healed experiences. I didnt know where […]

4/21/2013 4 comments

Why can’t she see?

by sleeplessinSTL 3/19/2013

written by sleeplessinSTL

Why can’t she see that I’m not alright?

Why can’t she see that I need her?

Why can’t she see that I hate myself?

Why can’t she see how I feel about her?

More importantly, why do I have to feel this way about her?

Why do I have to love her?

Do you know how often I hear people talk bad about gays, lesbian, and bisexuals? I listen to people go on about how it’s “Immoral” or “wrong” and I just have to sit there, clenching my fists, wanting to punch them all in the face. Because if they knew. If they really knew, then I would never be accepted. […]

3/19/2013 1 comment